I just went with it
Me and my cousin are 5 years apart. When I was 16 I would hang out at her house while she went out with her friends. She would leave beers for me and I would smoke weed and drink while watching tv and movies. I went to look for her weed pipe and there was a pair of wet panties next to it. I picked them up and took a sniff and it immediately got me hard. I took them into the living room and pulled out my dick and started jerking off. I didn't realize that it was 2am so I had my pants down at my ankles and I was sniffing the panties and jerking off really hard. Just then m uhh cousin came in the food and looked right at me and asked me what the hell I was doing. She was pretty drunk and started to laugh at me. I said I was sorry and then she saw her panties next to me. She asked me if I was smelling them when I was jerking off. She asked me if I liked to smell her pussy and called me a little perv. I was so embarrassed. I kept saying sorry and she picked up her panties and asked me again if I was really trying to smell her pussy while I was jerking off. I said sorry and she just laughed. She went to her room and changed really fast. When she came back out she asked me again if I liked to smell her dirty panties. She had on a long white t shirt that went right above her knees. She said she was pretty drunk and asked me if I was really having fun with her dirty underwear. I just didn't know what to say. Then she asked me if I wanted to smell her pussy for real. I looked at her and didn't know if I heard her right. Then she lifted her shirt and I saw her pussy. She said my dick was kinda nice and she won't say anything about this if I don't. She asked me again if I wanted to smell her pussy for real. She told me to pull m uhh pants back off. I asked her if she was serious and she said just take your pants off. As soon as I did it she saw how hard I was. She asked me if I liked how she smelled. I just smiled and said yeah. She asked me if I wanted to play with her pussy in real life. And then she touched my dick and asked me if I was going to keep this a secret only for us. She said she was on birth control and she would be happy to let me go inside her without a condom and if I promise not to say anything she will let me cum in her mouth and pussy. I just felt so nervous and was shaking. She told me to lay back and then started to suck my dick. She was amazing. I only had sex 3 times and it was with a condom. She asked me if I ever tasted a girls pussy. I said no. She asked me if I ever do it without a condom on. I said no and she told me that I had a nice dick and I could have her pussy all the time when I come over. She said she would tell my mom that she needs my help so she can have me come over all the time. She sucked my whole dick inside her mouth and told me that we can be kissing cousins as long as no one else knows. She rubbed her pussy and let me smell her and then she put her fingers in my mouth. She asked me if I wanted to feel her pussy inside. I told her yes and she said if she does it then I can't tell anyone. Its our secret. She told me if I am with her I can have her if I want. She got above me and told me that I was the longest one she ever saw. She rubbed my head on her wet pussy lips and told me she doesn't want me to be scared to cum in her. She put my dick on her hole and started to work it in. It felt so good. She moaned and told me that I feel so nice in her and then she went all the way down. She moved up and down a few times and she saw I wanted to cum. She told me go ahead and do it. I blasted so much inside of her and then she got really wet and started shaking. My dick never went soft. She got off of it and I ask her if she really wants to fuck me all the time. She said that her pussy is mine now and she will let me do everything I want to her anytime or any where. She said she won't say anything to anyone in our family. She took her shirt off and told me to take off mine. I can't lie I fucked her everyday until she moved to another place. Then I would spend the entire summer vacation at her house. We have never stopped doing it more than a few weeks. I never once was worried about cumming inside of her. I accidentally got her pregnant one time but she took care of it. My family has no idea and her husband and my wife just think we are close family cause we are favorite cousins. I fucked her on her wedding day. She did the same thing for me on my wedding day. No one would ever think anything cause we don't act like we are attracted to each other at all. She told her husband she doesn't want to get pregnant yet and makes him wear condoms. We know exactly how to make each other get off exactly how we like it. We had threesome's together with her friends from college. We will never stop doing it. I have fucked her when her husband was in the shower. She told me that my dick is the best thing ever and she is going to use it for ever. She said she loves being my kissing cousin and her pussy is always mine when I want it. I'm glad she caught me. She honestly had the best fucking pussy and I can fuck her without any feelings or relationship. She is my cousin and that's it. But we just won't ever stop doing it. It feels way too good for both of us.
I wish my Cousin would see it that way, I have tried, and She knows how I "feel"...