You just wait until I get home!

I reached home and saw the light in his room. After parking the car and locking up, I went inside. I began climbing the stairs while at the same time taking off my coat and blouse as I climbed them. I stopped at my room to take off my bra, skirt, and panties. Everything being dropped on my bed as I got completely nude. I then tiptoed toward his room, I opened the slightly ajar door and entered. He was seated on the side of his bed reading and also naked. Upon hearing the door to his room open he raised his eyes and saw me nude. I saw his cock jump as I rushed to him, my face smiling, but in urgent need.

He got up and pushed me on my back onto the bed, pulling both my feet towards him opening up my body to his need. My hand just took hold of his cock, rigid, hot and throbbing. I immediately guided him inside me. He kind of growled as he smoothly entered my already drenched pussy. My thighs opened wider to receive him as he moved immediately in and out of my pussy with a frenzy. His eyes glaring wildly into my own, his sweat trickling down profusely on his face before dripping onto me. He pushed his cock in and out of me fast and relentlessly, almost like a man possessed and I like a woman similarly possessed. I placed both my feet behind him to draw him tighter to me. I moved my hips up to receive his thrusts, the sound of our voices primal, like two animals in heat seeking the release of our desperate and lustful need for each other. Pushing in and out, my hips raised every time to receive his every violent thrust into my body until his eyes looked into mine and suddenly closed as he pushed violently inside me and screamed....

"OH MOMMMMM.....I'M COMINNNNNG," the sound of his climax, the feel of his seed shooting forcefully inside me, coupled with his continuing assault on my pussy pushed me over the edge. I tightened my grip on him with my legs around his waist, my arms around his neck, and my mind exploding with an incredible orgasm.

"YES...YES...BABY...YES...COME INSIDE ME...YES, YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS," I screamed and wildly moaned during my blinding ecstasy. I pushed my groin hard into him feeling his dick spewing out his seed again and again inside me. My head was shaking uncontrollably from side to side, our bodies still humping each other feverishly, pushing against each other hard, out of control, having minds of their own. We were enslaved by the addicting and intense sexual pleasure of doing something taboo.

After a very long time, while still on top of me, his still hard cock pulsing, still throbbing inside me, I ran my hands all over his back and felt the sweat of his body in my hands, hot, burning and musky. I brought my palms up to my lips, I tasted his sweat with my tongue, the loving waters of his body mingled with my own. His head on my shoulder, his breathing exploding in my ear. I dropped my tired legs down and wide open in contented exhaustion.

Soon nothing remained but the sound of our hard breathing as we fell asleep in each others arms. Relaxed after finding the intense forbidden bliss of our deep sexual desires.

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    • Understanding and treating survivors of incest
      March 6, 2018

      Adults with histories of being abused as children present unique challenges for counselors. For instance, these clients often struggle with establishing and maintaining a therapeutic alliance. They may rapidly shift their notion of the counselor from very favorable to very unfavorable in line with concomitant shifts in their emotional states. Furthermore, they may anxiously expect the counselor to abandon them and thus increase pressure on the counselor to prove otherwise. Ironically, attempts at reassurance by the counselor may actually serve to validate these clients’ fears of abandonment.
      The motivating factor for many of these clients is mistrust of people in general — and often for good reason. This article explores the psychological and interpersonal aspect of child sexual abuse by a parent and its treatment, with a particular focus on its relationship to betrayal trauma, dissociation and complex trauma.
      Incest and its effects
      Child abuse of any kind by a parent is a particularly negative experience that often affects survivors to varying degrees throughout their lives. However, child sexual abuse committed by a parent or other relative — that is, incest — is associated with particularly severe psychological symptoms and physical injuries for many survivors. For example, survivors of father-daughter incest are more likely to report feeling depressed, damaged and psychologically injured than are survivors of other types of child abuse. They are also more likely to report being estranged from one or both parents and having been shamed by others when they tried to share their experience. Additional symptoms include low self-esteem, self-loathing, somatization, low self-efficacy, pervasive interpersonal difficulties and feelings of contamination, worthlessness, shame and helplessness.

    • One particularly damaging result of incest is trauma bonding, in which survivors incorporate the aberrant views of their abusers about the incestuous relationship. As a result, victims frequently associate the abuse with a distorted form of caring and affection that later negatively influences their choice of romantic relationships. This can often lead to entering a series of abusive relationships.
      According to Christine Courtois (Healing the Incest Wound: Adult Survivors in Therapy) and Richard Kluft (“Ramifications of incest” in Psychiatric Times), greater symptom severity for incest survivors is associated with:
      * Longer duration of abuse
      * Frequent abuse episodes
      * Penetration
      * High degree of force, coercion and intimidation
      * Transgenerational incest
      * A male perpetrator
      * Closeness of the relationship
      * Passive or willing participation
      * Having an erotic response
      * Self-blame and shame
      * Observed or reported incest that continues
      * Parental blame and negative judgment
      * Failed institutional responses: shaming, blaming, ineffectual effort
      * Early childhood onset.

    • Early childhood onset
      Incest that begins at a young age and continues for protracted periods — the average length of incest abuse is four years — often results in avoidance-based coping skills (for example, avoidance of relationships and various dissociative phenomena). These trauma-forged coping skills form the foundation for present and future interpersonal interactions and often become first-line responses to all or most levels of distress-producing circumstances.
      More than any other type of child abuse, incest is associated with secrecy, betrayal, powerlessness, guilt, conflicted loyalty, fear of reprisal and self-blame/shame. It is of little surprise then that only 30 percent of incest cases are reported by survivors. The most reliable research suggests that 1 in 20 families with a female child have histories of father-daughter child sexual abuse, whereas 1 in 7 blended families with a female child have experienced stepfather-stepdaughter child sexual abuse (see the revised edition of The Secret Trauma: Incest in the Lives of Girls and Women by Diana E. H. Russell, published in 1999).
      In 1986, David Finkelhor, known for his work on child sexual abuse, indicated that among males who reported being sexually abused as children, 3 percent reported mother-son incest. However, most incest-related research has focused on father-daughter or stepfather-stepdaughter incest, which is the focus of this article!

    • Subsequent studies of incest survivors indicated that being eroticized early in life disrupted these individuals’ adult sexuality. In comparison with nonincest controls, survivors experienced sexual intercourse earlier, had more sex partners, were more likely to have casual sex with those outside of their primary relationships and were more likely to engage in sex for money. Thus, survivors of incest are at an increased risk for revictimization, often without a conscious realization that they are being abused. This issue often creates confusion for survivors because the line between involuntary and voluntary participation in sexual behavior is blurred.
      An article by Sandra Stroebel and colleagues, published in 2013 in Sexual Abuse: A Journal of Research and Treatment, indicates that risk factors for father-daughter incest include the following:
      * Exposure to parent verbal or physical violence
      * Families that accept father-daughter nudity
      * Families in which the mother never kisses or hugs her daughter (overt maternal affection was identified as a protective factor against father-daughter incest)
      * Families with an adult male other than the biological father in the home (i.e., a stepfather or substitute father figure).

    • Finally, some qualitative research notes that in limited cases, mothers with histories of being sexually abused as a child wittingly or unwittingly contribute to the causal chain of events leading to father-daughter incest. Furthermore, in cases in which a mother chooses the abuser over her daughter, the abandonment by the mother may have a greater negative impact on her daughter than did the abuse itself. This rejection not only reinforces the victim’s sense of worthlessness and shame but also suggests to her that she somehow “deserved” the abuse. As a result, revictimization often becomes the rule rather than the exception, a self-fulfilling prophecy that validates the victim’s sense of core unworthiness!

    • Beyond the physical and psychological harm caused by father-daughter incest, Courtois notes that the resulting family dynamics are characterized by:
      * Parent conflict
      * Contradicting messages
      * Triangulation (for example, parents aligned against the child or perpetrator parent-child alignment against the other parent)
      * Improper parent-child alliances within an atmosphere of denial and secrecy
      Furthermore, victims are less likely to receive support and protection due to family denial and loyalty than if the abuser were outside the family or a stranger. Together, these circumstances often create for survivors a distorted sense of self and distorted relationships with self and others. If the incest begins at an early age, survivors often develop an inherent sense of mistrust and danger that pervades and mediates their perceptions of relationships and the world as a whole.

      #THE REAL SIDE OF INCEST.

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