Want to touch my neighbor another girl
I lost my job and started spending a lot of time with my neighbor when my husband is at work. As time goes on, we have become trusting friends sharing more and more. We come and go from apartment to apartment without knocking, except when my husband is home. And that's easy because he is 3 off / 4 days on.
So now the problem. I have gotten aroused several times around my friend and having naughty thoughts. She remminds me of me when I was that age; smart; witty; sexy; toned; cute. I cannot tell her my thoughts because of rejection. And definately not my husband, unless he and she would agree to a threesome; haha. Sometimes I lie naked on my bed and masturbate as I imagine touching her and her I. May she will walk in on me and ask to join; haha.
I don't know what to do or what is wrong. The desire is growing. In the meantime, I just keep masturbating getting hot of her more than screwing my husband. That's wrong.