Wrongful Desires

I know it's wrong, I feel guilty about it, and wish I could get the idea out of my mind, but I can't. For months, I have increasingly had feelings for my son, but not those a mother should have. I keep thinking about boys wanting to have sex with their mother. I wondered if my son, Jimmy, had thought of sex with me. However, I do remember he often took opportunities to see me naked. I caught him peeking in my bedroom window more than once when I had just stepped out of the shower. Even though I knew he was there, I pretended I didn't for some reason. I think I somehow liked the fact he was attracted to me. I feel I'm still very attractive, whenever I wear a lowcut blouse, I get plenty of looks.

Later week, my husband was away for a night on business and I would be home by myself. I thought about inviting Jimmy home for dinner and find out if he had ever thought of sex with me. I didn’t know just how I would start a subject with him, such as, “Did you ever want to fuck me?” Maybe it would be very embarrassing. I called Jimmy's apartment, “Hello Jimmy, dad is away on business tonight. Why don’t you come over and have dinner with me?” “Fine, Mom, I would love that. I thank you for asking.” "I love you very much. I’m looking forward to seeing you again.” I realized I loved my son, but I also wanted our love to be sexual. What if he admits he really fantasied about sex with me all these past years?

I needed some liquid encouragement to get around to asking Jimmy the big question. I decided to have a strong cocktail before Jimmy arrived and have some drinks with him, too. Jimmy arrived on schedule, we had drinks and dinner, then we sat in the living room with another drink in our hands. Jimmy said, “Mom, the dinner was delicious, and so are the drinks, but I don't think I've seen you have so many before. Are you upset about something or do you and dad have a problem?” “Oh, no, your dad and I get along fine.” Jimmy was looking at me without saying anything. He seemed to be waiting for me to continue. “Jimmy”, I hesitated and wondered if I should continue, “I’ve been wondering, remember the times you used look in my window after I had stepped naked out of the shower?”

Jimmy looked embarrassed. I said in a calm voice, "I knew you were looking, and I liked it.“ "You do remember doing that?" I said with a smile. Jimmy sheepishly responded, “I have never forgotten about that.” "Don't worry, I’ve heard boys want to see their mothers naked." I hesitated then continued, “and maybe play around with sex?” Jimmy looked at the floor as if he couldn’t face me. Even though the drinks had given me courage, I was embarrassed now. I continued, “Jimmy, I would like to know, please let us be truthful to each other, don't worry.” “Alright, Mom, I’ll admit it. I was curious about seeing naked girls. I loved you and wanted to see you naked.” Now I was getting Jimmy to talk and it was becoming easier for me to ask questions. I asked, “Did you ever masturbate thinking of me?” “Yes, Mom.” “Do you still masturbate thinking of me?” He stammered, “Sometimes."

“That’s interesting to know. I love you very much as a mother, but I had never really thought of you as a lover, until now." "Now, I see you differently, you are a handsome young man that any girl would be glad to have as a sexual partner. Are you having sex with any girls?” “Not very often. I don’t date very much because I am busy with work. and you know my job has that damn rotating schedule.” I then thought to say, “If you masturbate thinking of me, then you must think I am sexy?” “Mom, you are sexy, I’ve always thought that.” “You used to peek at me through the bedroom window. Wouldn’t it be better to see me naked without having to peek?” He was a little flustered, but said, “Sure.” I took him to the parental bedroom and after making out for the longest time, we eventually had sex.

Afterward we laid side by side with our own thoughts for awhile. Now that it was all over, I was glad I gave him a chance to fulfill his fantasizes, but I was a little upset about what we did. I was wondering how this would affect our relationship in the future. “Mom, this has been wonderful. I know it’s wrong, but I always wanted to do this. Forgive me if I have hurt you in any way. I love you very much, even more for letting this to happen." "It’s just as much my fault, maybe even more because I was the one to initiate the activities. I love you as my wonderful son and always will, but now as a lover too. I only want to do things to please you and make your life better.”

We were cuddling naked in bed when he said, “I hate to have to leave now, Mom, but I have to shower and get cleaned up, I need to be at work in two hours. Thanks for inviting me to dinner, and letting me enjoy your sexy body afterward,” Jimmy said with a big smile. "I hope we can do this again sometime when your father is gone?" "You know it mom, I can't wait for the next time you invite me over for dinner, and what happened afterward." We kissed deeply, then he left the bedroom. I heard the door shut as he left. Now alone with my own thoughts, I feel guilty about what I have done. At the same time, I feel very exhilarated to get my desires fulfilled.

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“None of you shall approach any one of his close relatives to uncover nakedness. I am the Lord. You shall not uncover the nakedness of your father, which is the nakedness of your mother; she is your mother, you shall not uncover her nakedness. You shall not uncover the nakedness of your father's wife; it is your father's nakedness. You shall not uncover the nakedness of your sister, your father's daughter or your mother's daughter, whether brought up in the family or in another home. You shall not uncover the nakedness of your son's daughter or of your daughter's daughter, for their nakedness is your own nakedness. ...

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  • Understanding and treating survivors of incest
    By David M. Lawson
    March 6, 2018

    Adults with histories of being abused as children present unique challenges for counselors. For instance, these clients often struggle with establishing and maintaining a therapeutic alliance. They may rapidly shift their notion of the counselor from very favorable to very unfavorable in line with concomitant shifts in their emotional states. Furthermore, they may anxiously expect the counselor to abandon them and thus increase pressure on the counselor to prove otherwise. Ironically, attempts at reassurance by the counselor may actually serve to validate these clients’ fears of abandonment.
    The motivating factor for many of these clients is mistrust of people in general — and often for good reason. This article explores the psychological and interpersonal aspect of child sexual abuse by a parent and its treatment, with a particular focus on its relationship to betrayal trauma, dissociation and complex trauma.
    Incest and its effects
    Child abuse of any kind by a parent is a particularly negative experience that often affects survivors to varying degrees throughout their lives. However, child sexual abuse committed by a parent or other relative — that is, incest — is associated with particularly severe psychological symptoms and physical injuries for many survivors. For example, survivors of father-daughter incest are more likely to report feeling depressed, damaged and psychologically injured than are survivors of other types of child abuse. They are also more likely to report being estranged from one or both parents and having been shamed by others when they tried to share their experience. Additional symptoms include low self-esteem, self-loathing, somatization, low self-efficacy, pervasive interpersonal difficulties and feelings of contamination, worthlessness, shame and helplessness.

  • One particularly damaging result of incest is trauma bonding, in which survivors incorporate the aberrant views of their abusers about the incestuous relationship. As a result, victims frequently associate the abuse with a distorted form of caring and affection that later negatively influences their choice of romantic relationships. This can often lead to entering a series of abusive relationships.
    According to Christine Courtois (Healing the Incest Wound: Adult Survivors in Therapy) and Richard Kluft (“Ramifications of incest” in Psychiatric Times), greater symptom severity for incest survivors is associated with:
    * Longer duration of abuse
    * Frequent abuse episodes
    * Penetration
    * High degree of force, coercion and intimidation
    * Transgenerational incest
    * A male perpetrator
    * Closeness of the relationship
    * Passive or willing participation
    * Having an erotic response
    * Self-blame and shame
    * Observed or reported incest that continues
    * Parental blame and negative judgment
    * Failed institutional responses: shaming, blaming, ineffectual effort
    * Early childhood onset

  • Early childhood onset
    Incest that begins at a young age and continues for protracted periods — the average length of incest abuse is four years — often results in avoidance-based coping skills (for example, avoidance of relationships and various dissociative phenomena). These trauma-forged coping skills form the foundation for present and future interpersonal interactions and often become first-line responses to all or most levels of distress-producing circumstances.
    More than any other type of child abuse, incest is associated with secrecy, betrayal, powerlessness, guilt, conflicted loyalty, fear of reprisal and self-blame/shame. It is of little surprise then that only 30 percent of incest cases are reported by survivors. The most reliable research suggests that 1 in 20 families with a female child have histories of father-daughter child sexual abuse, whereas 1 in 7 blended families with a female child have experienced stepfather-stepdaughter child sexual abuse (see the revised edition of The Secret Trauma: Incest in the Lives of Girls and Women by Diana E. H. Russell, published in 1999).
    In 1986, David Finkelhor, known for his work on child sexual abuse, indicated that among males who reported being sexually abused as children, 3 percent reported mother-son incest. However, most incest-related research has focused on father-daughter or stepfather-stepdaughter incest, which is the focus of this article.

  • Subsequent studies of incest survivors indicated that being eroticized early in life disrupted these individuals’ adult sexuality. In comparison with nonincest controls, survivors experienced sexual intercourse earlier, had more sex partners, were more likely to have casual sex with those outside of their primary relationships and were more likely to engage in sex for money. Thus, survivors of incest are at an increased risk for revictimization, often without a conscious realization that they are being abused. This issue often creates confusion for survivors because the line between involuntary and voluntary participation in sexual behavior is blurred.
    An article by Sandra Stroebel and colleagues, published in 2013 in Sexual Abuse: A Journal of Research and Treatment, indicates that risk factors for father-daughter incest include the following:
    * Exposure to parent verbal or physical violence
    * Families that accept father-daughter nudity
    * Families in which the mother never kisses or hugs her daughter (overt maternal affection was identified as a protective factor against father-daughter incest)
    * Families with an adult male other than the biological father in the home (i.e., a stepfather or substitute father figure)

  • Finally, some qualitative research notes that in limited cases, mothers with histories of being sexually abused as a child wittingly or unwittingly contribute to the causal chain of events leading to father-daughter incest. Furthermore, in cases in which a mother chooses the abuser over her daughter, the abandonment by the mother may have a greater negative impact on her daughter than did the abuse itself. This rejection not only reinforces the victim’s sense of worthlessness and shame but also suggests to her that she somehow “deserved” the abuse. As a result, revictimization often becomes the rule rather than the exception, a self-fulfilling prophecy that validates the victim’s sense of core unworthiness.

  • Beyond the physical and psychological harm caused by father-daughter incest, Courtois notes that the resulting family dynamics are characterized by:
    * Parent conflict
    * Contradicting messages
    * Triangulation (for example, parents aligned against the child or perpetrator parent-child alignment against the other parent)
    * Improper parent-child alliances within an atmosphere of denial and secrecy
    Furthermore, victims are less likely to receive support and protection due to family denial and loyalty than if the abuser were outside the family or a stranger. Together, these circumstances often create for survivors a distorted sense of self and distorted relationships with self and others. If the incest begins at an early age, survivors often develop an inherent sense of mistrust and danger that pervades and mediates their perceptions of relationships and the world as a whole.

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