When I drink
I'm an alcoholic, I've tried getting help but keep going back to it. My husband is a great guy and very understanding , but he doesn't know that pretty much everytime I go out and get drunk. I have sex with men. I'm disgusted in myself. I literally cheat 3 or more times a week. Last night I had sex with 3 men at the same time. I'm not the kind of drunk that forgets. I remember everything I've ever done. If my husband drank he would hear all kinds of stuff about me from people in the local tavern.