I want to start over and live like a massive fat king
Stupid as this sounds, I wish I could move somewhere, to a country that worshipped fat guys, feeding, f u c k i n g, and pampering them, making them fatter and fatter, with plenty of s e x and food on hand, and several wives to take care of you.
That's the type of life I wish I could live. Sounds much better than the life I live now. Yeah, living in the US, I have lots of freedoms and such, but given how f-ed up things are, I want to indulge my deepest desires more and more and just forget about everything else. I'd rather do that and go out happy and blissful than struggling.