I want the real thing
I am a 54yo married man. What I really want is to suck a cock.
My wife does not know this.
I started practicing with one of my wife's vibrators. It is about six inches. It was difficult at first but I was able to swallow it after practicing a lot. What I really didn't like is it's hard plastic. My cock is about 8" and she loves it. So I decided to buy "her" a new 10" dildo.
Let me tell you, when I took it out of the box, I knew I had to have it in me. In my mouth, my ass, anywhere I could put it. I have fucked myself with her vibrators before but they are real thin. This dildo is a fucking monster!
Fast forward about a year and I am addicted. I want that monster cock inside me all the time. I can't stop thinking about it. I can take all ten inches in my ass and I can swallow 8" of it pretty easy. One time I made myself take all 10". It hurt and my throat bled but I don't care. I want to be able to suck all 10" without hesitation.
I am going to buy a smaller 8" dildo. I want to fuck my ass with the 10" and suck the 8" to the balls. I get so fucking horny just thinking about it. I really lose all control.
Here's the thing. I really want to try the real thing. I think I can make a man cum in under a minute. I want it all. I want to be lying in a bed while a group of guys fuck me in every way. I want two cocks in my ass one in my mouth and one in each hand. I want to be used like a total fucking slut. Then when all the guys are done and gone, I want to fall asleep covered and filled with cum. I want to wake up the next morning with dried cum all over me. I want the taste of cum still in my mouth. I would get dressed with cum all over my body and start my day.
I pray that I get my chance. At least the chance to suck one cock. I wouldn't care who it is as long as they are clean. I hope to be in a public bathroom and have a guy give me a look. I know it happens, but not for me. I think I'm pretty handy and have always had beautiful women.
On a side note. Has anyone ever told their wife that they want to suck cock? If so, how did you go about it?
I really need to make this happen before it's too late.
Thanks for reading.