Married not straight

After my wife died i lost all my self confidence and suddenly found myself looking at young men,s cocks .I got friendly with one and over the course of several weeks and several showers it became obvious he wanted more than looking and i could not stop thinking what it would be like.I knew he was 18 but it still felt wrong but i still went ahead and sucked him of and got a real kick when i saw he had a really attractive girlfriend but he was still in my mouth more and more along with another lad who really liked to get as much in my mouth as possible.

I don't think you're alone