Miss being a hotwife
I just got remarried at 35, and I love my husband. He has strong morals, is very religious, and though he makes a ton of money our sex life is very vanilla. He's still good. I love him too.
I kinda miss the sex life that I had with my ex though. We would swing, do gangbangs and orgies and it was fun getting railed and taking load after load of semen. Great memories, great parties. I never cheated on my ex-husband because I didn't need to. He was there playing too.
My current husband would be appalled if I told him about my prior sex life. He is very much in love with me, which is awesome, but he is not into kinks of any kind. There is a part of me that just misses no-strings sex and having fun. It was nice having sex with friends too.