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I just got remarried at 35, and I love my husband. He has strong morals, is very religious, and though he makes a ton of money our sex life is very vanilla. He's still good. I love him too.
I kinda miss the sex life that I had with my ex though. We would swing, do gangbangs and orgies and it was fun getting railed and taking load after load of semen. Great memories, great parties. I never cheated on my ex-husband because I didn't need to. He was there playing too.
My current husband would be appalled if I told him about my prior sex life. He is very much in love with me, which is awesome, but he is not into kinks of any kind. There is a part of me that just misses no-strings sex and having fun. It was nice having sex with friends too.
Yes! Same here! My current boyfriend able to even humor me. Ive tried testing his levels, to see his comfortability, his willingness to hear me, to see how understanding or open minded he is or could be. Nope. I thought maybe I could leave my wild past self in the past. Me and my ex, we were wild. Ive always been a slut, and having a partner that encouraged me and wanted to be a part of it all, was empowering. There was a freedom
and intimacy that came with what we were doing.
I do love my boyfriend now, I think that inner slut Ive been trying to hide and suppress wants out thats all. I told myself I dont need to be like that, I can be happy if I shift my thinking and work on it. Its just been harder and harder lately. I almost texted my ex about it, I didnt, but the temptation is crazy. What would I even tell him?
At one point, I had 5 guys on call, my established regulars. My ex and I were always looking and open to adding more to my roster, as well as getting strange, whether purposely going out to hook up or being ready and down if something spontaneous came up. We were addicted to that lifestyle. Im worried I won't be able to stay true
I understand the need to exchange one thing for another. Like a stable and successful life for amazing sex.
My ex was quite religious and our sex life was the worst. I made good money and took care of her the best I could but it was never good enough. She always wanted more. When I asked for more and exciting sex she told me I was damaged. So what did I do? I went out and found as many damaged women I could and had wild, kinky and amazing sex. Her bff was the best. One of the most amazing bodies ever. And a complete slut in bed.
A girl my age changed our neighborhood play when she moved in. She had a way to get all of us to do what she wanted. Instead of capture the flag, it was now rescue your girl before she was stripped. Each team had a girl that they 'kidnapped' at the start, while at the same time they had to 'rescue' the other girl from the other team. One of damsels HAD to be her. She picked the teams. I soon figured out that she picked the most aggressive captors to hold and strip her. If she wasn't naked and being messed with by the time she was rescued she restarted the game. These games were eventually skipped and we just pulled trains on her. She wasn't interested unless at least three guys were ready for her. Stupid me proposed to her when we were still kids. She said she would never marry me but she would do me one better. She said I could be her secret lover on the side for the rest of our lives. That held until we were 16 when she and her parents moved away. I ran into her again when we were both in our early 19. I asked for her number and she said she had a steady boyfriend. She saw my reaction to that then realized what I was thinking. She took me to her car and blew me. We were just getting ourselves together when she spotted her boyfriend and I had to bail before we had a chance to exchange contact information. After I was married I ran into her sister. We exchanged information. My wife and I even babysat for the sister. Then I got a call from the girl. She was married too and invited my wife and I for a party. They lived 2 hours from us but we accepted. At her party I asked if her husband knew about her naughty past. Not a THING! and you don't go telling him!
Lets do a one night stand
Have you asked your husband if he has kinks. Because obviously you haven’t told him all about your past sex life then the likelihood is that he hasn’t Told you everything either. You need to tell him and maybe he will be okay with that
Good point!
I had a neighbor two yards down from me like that. The first time I met Kelly, I could tell..She was a wild one before the kids and her nice but rather dull husband. Kelly had that look of "I'll take it from both ends" about her. Sly, sexy, but holding herself back b/c of the husband and kids. Every time their dog jumped the fence, I'd bring him back, we'd talk, flirt, laugh, and I'd leave thinking..I can so get her. She'd be into it.
Noticing the husband's work van gone, I again took the dog back after he ended up in my yard. Kelly answered the door in a short, opened just enough to tease, robe and told me to take him/the dog, to the sliding glass door in the back, she'd let him in there.
I did, we talked and laughed a bit in her lower-level tv room, and she stood up, saying the kids would be gone all day, husband "had his moments, but he's not..exciting", and opened up the robe with a sly "I have..Time if you do". Boom, time for sex with Kelly.
We kept it up for a few months, and I learned about her past. All I can say is, wow, was I ever correct. Stories about when she worked for a bottled water company and was the "driver's favorite", as they'd take turns with her, wild college days fucking guys and sleeping outside, and one time over coffee, her saying "I was such a slutty whore back then..I can be again!", in fun, but I think part of her meant it.
Women like that are like fine art. It's a tragedy to keep them hidden away. They should be shared so the whole world can enjoy.