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Strange desire
When I was 12, my mother caught me masturbating. She scolded me severely, making me feel very embarrassed. As I got a little older, I wanted to ask her to watch me masturbate, to show her that I was growing up and I was worthy of her OK. It was a fantasy, of course, but in the back of my mind, I did wish it could have happened. As an adult, I want to masturbate for women to prove my sexuality. I am very thankful for the women who enjoyed me doing that for them, and for their response in kind. Also, I wished that instead of yelling at me, she had said she was glad I was growing up, and encouraged me.
As a mom I am sad for you.
My mother walked in on me working my morning twig and stared at it, and I could see her thinking that it was small, and I liked it, because then she knew why I had always "borrowed" her panties. It wasn't even really hard, as usual, but she stared at it, anyway, before she pulled the door shut.
I wasn't wearing her panties at the time, but. on my birthday, a couple of weeks later, her sister, my aunt and godmother, gave me panties for my birthday, plain ones in stretchy nylon. a pack of five (like, why five and not six?) and my favorites were the yellow ones.
Thing is, I knew then that she had told her sister about my wanting panties, and I totally loved that my kinkiness was a topic they had talked about, and I love that they must have talked about how small my little peeny is.
My aunt always bossed me around whenever she could and I totally liked that, too, especially because she did it when her kids were there and my uncle, who was like ten years younger than her and a total horn dog, which I knew because my mother and my aunt had a conversation in the kitchen while I was doing the dishes about my dad and my uncle and how they always wanted sex. I almost came in my panties listening to what they were saying. My mother was complaining that she wan't getting as much as she wanted and my aunt was complaining that my uncle was like an animal. I blew my listening cover when I laughed as I heard my mother say, Maybe she should swap every now and then. They both looked at me and then my mother said, Oh, it's only him. No wonder he's giggling.. Then my aunt whispered something to her and they both burst out laughing, and it must have been about me.
I've met alot of men who like being watched while they masturbate. And I love to watch and pose for them, it's just so hot to know that they're so turned on!
My mother caught me once and encouraged me to masturbate in front of her all the time after that. I liked that she let me be naked around the house after that incident and I could beat off anytime I needed to- which was a lot! I would go out of my way so that she could see what I was doing and we would talk while I was stroking. She would ask how it felt, if I liked doing it with her watching and she kept reminding me how grown up I was now. I would sit in the kitchen or lay naked on the couch pulling on it as she would come inside from working in the garden or getting the mail, and a few times I sat on the basement stairs watching her do laundry while beating off.
I have heard about a lot of interesting fetishes, that right there is a new one!
The more I did it around her the more she encouraged me. It was hot! She probably figured I would stop at some point but I kept doing it anyway.