I lost my virginity and can't remember it

I was recently out of high school and still had not lost my virginity. I got a job at a restaurant as a line cook and dishwasher and worked there for few years. During my second summer there I was 20 and I would ride my mountain bike to work each day, bringing it into the garage area to secure it and then entering the kitchen through the rear door into the Food Prep area. There was prep cook, a recently turned 18 year old girl named "Sarah", that was very friendly and she was always there before me, dressed in her kitchen uniform, even though we started shift at the same time. Whenever she saw me she insisted on giving me a hug because I looked so upset (really just tired from riding my bike halfway across the city). I expected these hugs whenever I came into work, even started looking forward to them because they made my day at work start just that much better. There was another girl, named "Jenna", and she was about 25 - 30 years old, with freckles and red hair, that I really started to like but just didn't have the courage to ask her out. One night during that summer one of the line cooks "Mark" invited everyone over to his house for a Staff Party. I didn't have a car of my own but one of the other kitchen staff said they would give me a ride. We ended our shift and had a few beer before leaving for the party at Mark's house. When we arrived Mark was there with his friends sitting next to fire and he was playing his guitar and singing. I saw Jenna there and my heart started to beat a little faster, I said to myself that I should finally ask her out, but I started drinking a bit more to get up the courage. I was still drinking a couple of hours later when I noticed that Sarah was there too and I asked Mark what she was doing there and he said he had invited her and not to worry, she said she wasn't going to drink and could drive people home in their car if they needed a ride home. The party went on for a bit more and then I saw Sarah sitting in a chair next to the fire, she noticed me looking at her and she waved at me to come over, so I did. When I sat down my ass broke through the chair and I got kind of stuck. The next thing I know is there is a hand on my ass and it is attached to the arm that is attached to Sarah. She was laughing and smiling and said she was trying to help me get out of the chair, but I think I remember her squeezing my ass a bit as I struggled out of the chair trying not to spill my drink. I moved to the other chair on her other side and we started talking about stuff, which she then directed the conversation to ask me why I always looked upset coming in to work each day. When I said it was because I was tired, she laughed and said she was hugging me because she thought I needed a friend. She started talking about other stuff but it started to become blurry as I drank the rest of my beer. I remember her sitting there, but I also remember seeing Jenna and hearing her voice and thought she was talking to me because she was looking right at me from a table just beyond the other side of the fire. I saw Jenna get up then I remember saying everyone's going inside, maybe we should too. Sarah helped me stand up, I remember that, but what I don't remember is who was now holding my handing leading me inside the house. I do remember hearing Mark say, use the room on the left, not on the right. Then entering the room and distinctly remember seeing a bed and it being covered in plastic bags. Whomever was holding my hand moved me to the bed and sat me down where I then got the urge to lay down but had to clear away the plastic bags. Next thing I remember someone helping me remove my clothes and I thought "wow, Jenna and I are in a room together and she's taking off my clothes, this is going to be it! I"m going to finally lose my virginity to this older cute red haired girl!". I started trying to undress myself but was apparently already naked and it turned out to be a plastic bag stuck to my ass. I fell off the bed and a girl in her bra and panties with blonde hair was helping me back up onto the bed. I wasn't confused but thought Jenna looked a lot different, it never crossed my mind that I could be in a threesome with another girl until she gave up trying to lift me onto the bed as I sat there thinking and she pulled her panties down in front of me and she sat on the bed and pulled me between her legs and a small inkling of a threesome entered my head and I thought this blonde was going to eat out Jenna so I should eat her out too. I guess I wasn't that good at it because after a few moments the blonde asked me to get on top of her. I now had a raging hard on and I was trying to put it in her, but she pushed me off and rolled me onto my back. She got on top of me and a few things happened that I'm not sure about. I still didn't see Jenna, but this blonde was on top of me and I remember asking her if I could see her breasts and she took her bra off to reveal small perky breasts. I felt her moving on top of me and I reached up to touch her breasts and that's when I blacked out. I woke up the next morning very early as the sun shone through the window into my eyes. I was on my side with a wild hangover and morning wood like you wouldn't believe. I rolled over onto my back, reaching down to grab my cock and felt the condom still on me. I looked to my left and there was a blonde girl with her back to me, laying on her side. She must have felt me waking up because she rolled over and looked me in the eyes and said good morning. I was a happy confused, because I don't remember much of the night before, and most of what I said earlier in the story was remembered after I sobered up and pieces of the story were told to me. But, the one reality was that the blonde girl I had just had sex with was Sarah, the 17 year old prep cook from work. She asked me if I was ok, and I said I'm ok, was I ok? Then I got emotional and told her it was my first time and stupidly asked her if it was hers and she said no, but she had slept with a few other guys and taken their virginity too and she liked knowing she was someone's first. It finally dawned on me that Jenna, the red haired girl from work, had not been involved in losing my virginity and that if she found out I slept with Sarah I may never get a chance to date Jenna and have sex with her. I got up and immediately disposed of the condom by flushing it down the toilet. I got cleaned up and dressed and no one else was awake. I had an early shift at work, for 10 am, so I called a cab and figured I could hang out at McDonalds and walk around for a bit before the doors to the restaurant would be open. Sarah needed a ride too, saying she was working today as well. We both took the cab in and she kept looking at me and held my hand in the cab. I started to smile about it and we went to McDonalds and got breakfast. I told her I had to go to work early and she said she'd just hang out there until her shift started. I got in there, took my uniform out of the washer and put it into the dryer, then went back out front to eat my breakfast sandwich and coffee. One of the managers "Derryl" came out and saw me. He asked me how the party was and I told him I had a horrible hangover. Then Sarah came walking in, trying to look like she had just arrived herself. Derryl looked at me again, strangely, puzzled. Then he looked at Sarah, the same way. I distinctly remember him smelling the air. Then it's like a click went off and his eyes opened wide as he pointed his finger at both of us and said "You two had sex last night!", I said what, how did you get that. He then went on to say he saw both of us smiling like idiots, we both looked at each other awkwardly and smiled even more. Sarah pretended to come in after I got there but he saw us get out of the same cab and go into McDonalds as he was leaving the drive thru and had to wait for our cab to leave so he could exit. Then he could smell the sex on the air. We asked him not to tell anyone but he knew it was going to get out and said "Oh, I'm not going to tell anyone because the both of you are because no one can keep their mouth shut about fucking a co-worker in that restaurant". He was right, later that night before my shift ended and Sarah had already gone home, another manager "Kelly" came out and gave me my tip out and loudly said "Sarah wrote her phone number on your tip out envelope" just in case you wanted to call her. After that I knew it had to end, and started to avoid her. A couple of weeks went by before I could tell her to her face because she wasn't at work. When I finally did she was heart broken, and some of the girls there said I should have given her a chance, but when they found out that she was having sex with me while I was nearly black out drunk and thought she was someone else they sided with me. it was Mark that finally asked me "Hey, if you don't want to date her do you mind if I do?" I said, go ahead. And, to this day they are still married. But I'll always know I had sex with her first and he has my sloppy seconds.

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