I want to forget what he did
When I was 20. I was pregnant by my then bf.
He got me pregnant by raping me. I stayed because I was afraid to leave. He would take all of my clothes and lock them up and force me to be naked in the apartment. If I started eating without him, he was beat me. When I came home from work or class he would "inspect" me by making me strip down, and bending over so he could see if I was loose or open. And he would grope my breasts to see if they were tender (they always were because I was pregnant). If he felt I was being unfaithful, he would beat me and he would leave visible bruises so people knew I belonged to somebody. I stayed for 7 years where he would steal my money and rape me and convince me i wasnt loved or lovable.
When I left, he got his entire family to call and harass me. Its been 6 years and I feel like I will never get over it. Our son is 12 and we have zero contact with my now ex.