I got married at 20, my husband was my first and only lover for many many years. There reached a time we just kind of coexisted, sex was a couple times a month and mediocre at best. When I turned 40 I felt my life was getting by me. We tried counseling, or rather I did. He was never interested and refused to really participate. I filed for divorce at 42 and started living. The day I moved out I still had only known one man, but that has changed. To date I am 48 have had 25 more. Sometimes I feel like a slut, sometimes I don’t care. I’ve had older, younger, very much younger, black, Hispanic, male and female. I’ve discovered new things if only read about (50 shades of grey type stuff), even some group activity. Turns out there’s a lot of people out there who’re very interested in an upper 40s blonde with big boobs, who takes care of herself. Feel free to ask me anything.