It’s my past
My husband expects I have a promiscuous past but he has no idea.
The 15 months between my break up with my long term bf and meeting him I was a slut. I slept with 82 people and did anything and everything. I had sex with both men and women including several 3sums. I had met a black man who was 8 years older than me who became my trainer. He trained me to take big d****. How to f*** and suck them. I slept with my friend and her husband. I’d go home with anyone. I was used like a good s***. I was on the pill so if I thought the guy was safe he was free to cum in me. I did catch a few STDs. A few guys took me up on anything and lost my anal virginity. I was fucked by guys from 19 to 52. Married men and guys with gfs. I was f***** so hard by a guy with a really big and thick c*** I was so sore for a few days I couldn’t even touch myself. I loved it. I was a complete s***.
Then I met my now husband. He was nice a good lover and took care of me. I put my past behind me and we got married. Problem is he’s learned a few of the things I did. He only knows about 1% but he knows I let guys cum in me and I had anal sex. Neither of which I let him do. Ever! If he knew I had sex with my bff (who he knows) and her husband he’d lose his mind. Her husband is known for having a large member. Like huge. OMG if he knew my bff and I had sex so many times he’d cry. She is very sexy and I know he thinks she’s hot. I’ve seen him looking at her 32D t***.
Does this make me a bad person and wife?