My first sexual experience as an adult
When I was in my twenties, I worked in a large store, and one of my male coworkers was gay. He liked me. He would always say raunchy things to me because I'd always turn red and get annoyed. It was a game to him. It really embarrassed me!
One night, everyone from work went out to the bar together. I got pretty drunk, and by the time we were ready to leave, it was clear that I couldn't drive. My gay friend offered to drive me, and a couple of other friends home. I gladly accepted the offer. Then he loudly told us that he wanted to drop me off last, teasing me again. Everybody knew how he teased me, so it was expected.
He really did drop me off last, despite the fact that I wasn't the furthest away. He drove right past my apartment building. Funny stuff! When we were alone, he asked me if he could give me a blowjob. He was serious. I said "no," but I was trying to be nice about it. He said that it would be our secret. I squirmed. He told me that he was very good at it, and that I would enjoy it. I don't know why, but I said "okay."
I was very horny by the time he found a secluded place to park. It was after midnight, and we were at a heavily wooded park. I was feeling a lot of adrenalin. I got out, and took my shoes, pants and underwear off. He didn't have to say anything. I was excited, and extremely nervous. I was thinking that it was a bad idea, but I was excited too. I was feeling like this was crazy, and a mistake, but then he started. He was right! He was very good at it!
Afterwards, he dropped me off at home. We didn't say much to each other.
The following days, I felt upset about the incident. I was horrified with myself for allowing it to happen, and worse for ENJOYING it. But I did enjoy it.
He was working a different schedule, so I didn't see him again for a few weeks. When we did eventually meet, we didn't say anything about it. He still teased me in front of our coworkers, and I blushed even more, but he never implied that anything had ever happened between us.