Is it bad that I fantasize about being abused?

You prob were and now you will always get off fantasising you are being molesed, you dirty little slut, ever dress and act like preteen girl?

Nothing is wrong with you; every daughter has these deep rooted fucked up thoughts and fantasies, just like every Daddy has about touching and fucking you - I'd love to be be your Dirty Daddy and make up for lost time, though.

I was abused when I was 11 off my mother and have masturbated over it many of times, she sucked my cock, and now I'm 37 she's 63 and we've never spoke of it since

I love having my wife in tight leather harnesses, particularly with a ball gag in so she can't complain, often I will leave her alone for hours with a butt plug and vibrating dildo in.

The first time my wife brought up bondage I was quite shocked. I was thinking, wow, where did this come from, was she having some kind of fantasy and wanted to live it?
She told me she just wanted to feel what it was like to be totally controlled by someone and how it would make her feel. I have done mild to wild with her and she has always loved it, never told me to stop or anything. We have ropes, saw horses, vibrators, nipple clamps, gags, blindfolds, sound cancelling headphones and body suspension harnesses.
I have given her pleasure for the better part of a Friday night or Saturday afternoon for hours. She loves it all and most of the time it is her bringing it up, she will just look at me and ask me to pleasure her, I am yours to do with as you please is another line of hers.
So have fun with it because if you met my wife in public or worked in the cubicle next to her you would have no idea that last night she was tied up for a few hours and forced to suck cock while a vibe gave her several orgasms.

Probably the most common fantasy for women is rape / bondage. You're pretty normal, don't stress.