Help I fancy my brother!
We went on family holiday the week before last, 7 days in the sun, we had a villa with a private pool and i basically lived in the pool for the week. I don't hang around with my brother, we have different friends and interests so I feel like I have pretty much ignored each other for the last couple of years, despite living in the same house lol. I was nervous at first round the pool as my new bikini turned out to be smaller than it looked online and was worried about showing a bit too much around my dad and brother. That's before I saw my brother's new trunks, I was not expecting budgie smugglers! Or his body, OMG where has he been hiding that, he was ripped and packing a sizeable bulge. Embarrassingly I found myself checking him out all holiday, he has a great ass btw.
I caught him looking at my ass and boobs a couple of times, but he's a boy and my bikini was way to small.
But this is killing me I can't find my brother hot, or worse attractive, this is not ok, his body is in my head now.
Someone help me please?
On Saturday morning our parents went out, me and my brother were just getting up, I was in a short nighty and panties, quite cute actually. I woke up horny and decided to open my door, I was going to dress with my door open whether or not my brother would see, just because I felt a bit exhibitionist. (Its a feeling I get in a bikini, guys are looking, but that's hot)
Before I had started undressing my brother's door opened, he was going to the bathroom I guess, but importantly just in his boxers.
He saw me, wished me good morning and hovered for a min. I told him I was just going to get dressed and seductively lifted my nighty a little to flash a glimpse of my panties.
He came in to my room and stood right in front of me, I lifted my nighty over my head and stood their in just panties. He pulled me in to him as I had done at the pool, and I could feel has now hard cock pressing against my panties.
I was so horny it hurt and so wanted cock in me, but this was still my brother. He slipped his hands between my legs and my panties were really wet, I was embarrassed but he loved it. We pulled each others underwear down and
we fell on the bed, I spread my legs and he stood over me, for a min nearly had sex. I started masterbating and so did he. Both of us came quite quickly, he ejaculated over me, mostly on my tummy but some reached my boobs.
Afterwards we got up and wierdly hugged, but that felt so good, feeling our bodies together. We dressed and got on with the day, but I felt so sexy all day
What's happened since?
Thanks for all the advice, things went a bit far last night and I thought I should share with you all. My brother swims at least twice a week, I don't but asked if I could join him, when we got pool side I was in that bikini and he was in those trunks. After some awkwardness and looks he went off to do laps and I did too, in the slow lane. After a while I was tired, I went to a shallow bit and rested. Later he joined me and we found a underwater seat and chatted. My boobs were above the water line was was his chest, and we were both looking. He eventually said he had done his laps and we could go if I wanted. We got to the lockers and got our things, I dived in a cubicle, and seeing him look for one I invited him in. After getting things out our bags we stood awkwardly facing each other.
I got brave and took my bikini top off and then slid my bottoms off, he stared at my body, I asked him if he was changing or not. After a pause, I pulled his trunks down, and cock flicked out of them in to an erection. I pulled him close and he put his hands round my waist, his cick rested on my tummy. I grabbed one of his hands and put it between my legs, and used it to stroke myself. He got the message and started fingering me, he was very nervous and excited and unfortunately ejaculated on my tummy, I urged him to carry on and with some help he made me cum. I struggled to stay quiet.
We cleaned up, dressed and left, we were silent all the way home. Can't believe it happened
Sounds like you had fun, just remember to use birth control if you have sex.
It was crazy, pretty sure it won't happen again, not thinking about sex, but it's a powerful experience
How come you won't have sex with your brother? You've got this far, it would be a shame not to experience it.
It just seems so wrong, what I have done seems so wrong, I feel so conflicted as the experience was so excited and I can't stop thinking of his cock popping out of his trunks.
What you've done isn't wrong its normal for many brothers and sisters.
We had a really open talk last night, I quizzed him about his love life, if he had a gf etc. I asked him who he fancies in the celebrity world, I then asked him about porn and masterbation. He was very shy at first but I admitted that I masterbate most days and then he said he does it daily, and always to porn. I offered to do it together, we couldn't do it there and then as the house was not empty, but it sounds like it might be happening. I think I'm ok with it, almost looking forward to seeing him and show myself off to him. Maybe over the weekend
Go for it!!