I am attracted to my mother

It all started when i was around 7 years old, i had a dream with a beautiful women in it. at the time i didn't know who it was but she wore a really tight racing swimsuit and she always looked like she had just gotten out of the water. what we did in the dream I cant remember something about us being secret agents and beating the bad guy, you know kid stuff. but the dream ended when she disappeared behind me, I turned around and saw her wet swim suit on the ground next to a heater I grabbed it and put it in my mouth and sucked the water out of it, I woke up the instant my teeth touched the soft fabric. I saw that same beautiful woman again another 5 years later but, the details of that dream; I cannot recall. i never forgot the girl i had only stopped thinking about her, I was still a kid at the time and i wanted to have fun with my friends and be imaginative; she wouldn't be thought of again for another year in the summer when I stumbled upon a video on the internet about 2 lesbian strip fighting. I was instantly entertained and turned on. For weeks i would watch these videos in the dead of night but i didn't masturbate because i didn't know what to do. I of course was caught multiple times with porn on a device but i was never caught watching porn (except for my younger brother. he caught me sometimes, but we're as thick as thieves so he never told on me. hell once he took the blame for me!). the porn i was watching grew more and more explicit to the point where i was so hard that i came hands-free. it felt like heavan after that i masturbated every night after that. (never got caught masturbating either. WOOO! GO ME!). my porn became more and more explicit and eventually I came upon the porn video "wrestling with mommy, part 1" with Margo Sulivan. I watched it... both parts... I've never masturbated to the same video so many times. (hell I'm going to watch it again after I'm done writing this) after i searched for mother daughter sex and video popped up and that was my gold mine. i became enthralled with these videos and i loved them all each one was hot and sexy and made me cum within minutes. sometimes i wouldn't even make it to the actual sex the looks they gave each other was phenomenal and the innocent looks the daughters gave to there moms as they seduced them. mmmmph! pure gold. my attention soon caught the eye of incest related porn and i watched a few. i didn't like them as much but i saw my mom in a new light. and i realized the beautiful woman in my dreams so long ago... was her! as it flooded to me i began to masturbate to the thought of me and mom fucking. i would grab her panties and lick, sniff, wrap them around my cock and cum on them, wear them, and hide them for my own use later. then one night (im still shocked i managed to do this) mom was sleeping on the couch and i sat by the couch beating my meat. i had enough i snuck into the room and grabbed freshly worn panties and fled to my room, had the most satisfying cum that day. everything i did i reported on candid for some reason and i would get comments of hatred and some of congrats, I slowed down fearing i would get caught eventually like i had with porn multiple times. i slowly returned the panties to the dirty cloths. not before taking one last deep sniff of course. i sucessfully evaded capture. and no one was the wiser. and then we cut the to the present its been... what like? 2 years? i still masturbate to incest porn. mostly to incest gifs or captioned pictures i love flash game that use incest. comment some links to incest flash games. or tell me your thoughts.(i prefer the flash game though)

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