Mongolian classmate
I recently came to korea for University which ia absolutely wonderful I'm so happy here a lot has happened in my life and it took a lot of work to get here. Anyways, I take korean classes while waiting for fall term of actual University to start so I can learn and adapt as best as I can. It's so great being surrounded by so many different cultures and people since other foreigners attend class to learn korean so they can reach a certain level and gain University admittance. In my class is 13 people and we have all become better friends despite difficult language barriers.
I have always absolutely loved dating and having sex with asian men so of course in korea I can be happy with that even more but now is different because we're back in a classroom setting. It feels like being back in high school like when you'd get a crush but could never tell them in case something goes wrong and you have to see them everyday after that.
But it's also different because were all adults of varying ages so we're all dating and having sex lives and get drunk together. All the guys in my class are really cute and handsome in different ways but because of severe language barrier it's hard to even be friends let alone anything else. One older man being japanese, also being older than most of us myself being 20 he keeps his distance since most of us are a decade younger than he is. Everyone else in my class is chinese and a few from uzkekistan. That leaves my mongolian. Sigh.
A tall strong deep voiced kind of scary young man. He was late arriving to our classes and when I first saw him my interest was immediately peaked. When I first got to class all the guys stared non stop most likely because they don't see many foreigners (I'm Canadian native american) but I'm also extremely well endowed with 75G breasts. I love my big pouty lips and wide brown eyes. I am native but most people mistake me for asian but most asians think I'm white or something "exotic" because they have no idea. I'm 5'4" and petite with nice hips and a round ass. I'm proud of my body I work out hard to maintain it. Mongol stared non stop the first few weeks and I was always staring back glancing from the teacher to see him watching with his dark and slightly menacing gaze. But he was curious and quite obviously interested.
As time went on I actually heard him speak because he was very quiet and kept to himself. His voice was so deep and rumbled with a throaty guteral sound and I remember immediately feeling hot because this kind of feral manliness was just so attractive to me. He looked at me again and I quickly looked away.
After that he came to my mind everytime I masturbated. His tall muscular but lean body. He sat back in his chair a lot and would stretch since class was early morning and I'd see his hair trailing down his body and enjoyed fantasising that my fingers were walking up his stomach admiring him.
Over more time we went on class trips and I figured out he speaks chinese because he went to school in china so he was able to be friends with all my chinese classmates which makes me jealous class gets awkward and lonely sometimes. We all went to a themepark and he suddenly spoke to me in English asking how to put his wrist band on and I remember gasping a bit in surprise and looked up to see his dark eyes gazing down at me. I helped him put it on taking one of his hands in mine to steady it and could see how big and warm they were. I helped put it on and used the opportunity to flirt a bit and look back up at him cutely. He reached and patted my head be heading into the park and i had to hide my face for twenty minutes afterwards.
After that instance I learned what a bright silly and happy person he actually was. All of us opening up in class we were finally becoming friends. He still does get serious but he is also a very funny person with a very boisterous nature. After the theme park arriving back in our city he asked everyone in class of we wanted to go drinking because of course we drink it's korea. I said yes and I ended up meeting his other friends and learned his English was a lot better than I thought he was just shy.
I actually ended up hitting it off with one of his friends because he drunkenly talked about another girl he liked because he had broken up with his girlfriend. I was disheartened because as all foreign guys here they worship korean girls and don't look twice at us, but as his friend I drunkenly supported him and flirted with his friend. But his friend and I never did end up meeting after that because he kept "forgetting" to give me his contact information.
Later on new years eve I got taken out on a horrible date and ended up running out on the guy. Walking home crying with some alcohol I planned on drinking alone I ran into Mongol our other chinese classmate who is also cute but younger then me and chasing twenty different girls at once. They saw me crying and quickly invited me to drink with them and I was really relieved. We hanged out in chinese kids place amd talked about so many personal things because the excuse of alcohol made it easy to be honest.
I found out more about girl he liked and how she had used him for sex and how hurt he was, especially just being out of a break up. It was a bit refreshing because it's so easy to forget that men can feek the same as we do because we deal with so many assholes daily and men don't like opening up. We talked about more and more and ended up on chinese kids bunk bed while he took a shower.
Laying beside each other I my legs by his head I used the moment as an excuse to drunkenly lay on his legs enjoying being so close to him until he said it was okay and that I could lay beside him. I was surprised because we ended up having a very deep twenty minute long conversation staring at each from across the pillow about love and meaningless sex and wanting to find somebody who actually gave a shit about us.
Eventually I slept at chinese kids place because our apartment dorms have curfew and he left to his room upstairs (I'm in a different building a block away) chinese kid left to go to the beach to see the new years sunrise so I slept in his bed.
After that I hoped things would change but he seemed to always forget whatever happened when he gets drunk or closes back up again too shy to be honest like before. And I know he has so many girls that want him because he's so attractive in his own brutish masculine way. In class we still make eye contact but it's not always the same as before.
So now I just daydream and hope he invites us again to go drinking because I want an excuse to be close and happy with him again. I keep hoping that if I bump into him more outside of class things will develop but I'm scared. So instead all I can do is fantasize non stop about him.
I masturbate trying to imagine what his cock looks like. I fantasize and daze off in class imagining scenarios where we get stuck alone together like an elevator or broom closet or something. I can imagine leaning on his arm because the elevator is cold and pushing in close to take his warmth until bringing up something about that night we talked or complimenting him and making an excuse to touch him.
I daydream about studying in the classroom after hours by myself and him coming in to study with me. We talk and laugh and study until eventually he can't hold himself back anymore. He gets up and locks the door before picking me up and pushing my against the window or onto a desk squeezing my breasts and telling me what a tease I am to him while he towers over me. I want to see him desperate and fed up so he can use his strength and intimidating deep rumbling voice and just completely have his way with me.
I daydream a lot about him pulling down his shorts and a strong cock bouncing out while I'm on the floor looking up at him slightly messed up from my clothes being torn off with a cute expression. But I also have dominant fantasies and want to tie his arms to the bunk bed posts so I can watch him strain and flex his arms trying to get free so he can touch me while I tease and torture his cock. Before eventually lowering myself onto it and putting on a show for him making sure I bounce a lot so my breasts bounce hard with me. Eventually untying him when my legs give out and letting him ravage me and pound me down crazy after being forced to just watch.
Even in class today answering a difficult question he scoffed to himself letting out a low throaty almost growl like annoyed sound and my nipples immediately became hard. My face burned and I bit into my lip and looked back to my work.
Despite all the dates and sex I have had here so far it's been so long since I've really craved and really wanted someone. I don't know if we would ever be in a relationship but I know I want him so badly. I masturbate with my kitty paw shaped vibrating body massager through my panties and moan and shake whimpering and whispering his name hoping that somehow he was thinking of me the same way.
I want him so bad but I need to keep waiting until the next opportunity and if he really is too deterred by us being classmates/friends I'll be forced to move on to somebody else. But goddamm I want him so much.
Fucking book that was. Jesus