How weird am I for liking this?
This is very weird, I can't tell anyone not even my husband. When I have had too much to drink I play hard to get with my husband. I want him to force me. I like it when he's forced himself on me. I'll say no sex tonight I'm too drunk and my husband respects it and will help me bed. In bed I'll press my butt against his crotch and place his hand on my breasts. He will get hard and I will grind him and touch him and he will ask for sex and I'll say no, but I'll be stroking him when I say it or I'll put his hand in my panties and he'll get started on me. He says come on and I say no I'm too drunk. It drives home crazy. 4 times in our 18 year marriage he's taken me without my consent, and I've drunkenly fought him off, but he overpowered me and I love it. I don't want him to stop, I want him to fight to get in me as I fight to stop him. I want him to take me. When he has done it I am so turned on, and I orgasm. Even if he takes me anally, which he has. I can't explain it, I like it. I think he knows I like it but if I tell him it will ruin it.
I’d love to pin you down and ravish you: hungrily eat your soaking hairy cunt as you try and stop me before I flip you over and force your arse cheeks open and tongue fuck you shitter. I’d ram my cock so deep in your loose little pussy getting your cunt cream all over my shaft before pushing it into you underused stink box and make you drain me
You can't tell your husband what you and he are actively engaged in ? You think he's too thick to know your little alcohol inspired kink ? Better yet, you think we actually believe your bullshit ?
Hot! Do you like your throat squeezed?