I fantasize about my dad
(25, AA Female 5'5 100 pounds for the curious?)
Okay this is really embarrassing, but when I get super horny I watch father/daughter porn. I have neverr been abused or anything by my dad, and we had a very bad relationship. I don't like him at all. But sometimes I wonder if he was attracted to me. He gave me a spanking once (with a belt) when I was 13. When I was younger I wore skimpy clothes around the house, no bra (mom told me to stop when I got older.) anyway when I think about this I start to touch myself because the perversion turns me on so much. Sometimes I have set dreams about him, and *sometimes* fantasize about all that during sex with my husband, but I don't let myself. When I masturbate it's a different story tho! I want to let myself go and just fantasize about it But I feel so dirty ??