My step dad wants to fuck me raw. Even though we're both guys, he makes it sound tempting. He described his method in vivid detail, and we've been talking about it for some time now. We've fooled around, with fingering and sucking each other off. And we made a date last week to go all the way, but canceled it because i got cold feet. I don't know if i should stop while i'm ahead, or ride him until i break him. Figuratively speaking of course. I do admit that the idea of being fucked senseless by his cock gets me off, but i'm still deciding if i want to take it up the ass or not. I hear it hurts, but with enough lube i'll be fine? I mean, i'd try using toys to break myself in, but he says he can tell whether i "cheat" or not. Even if that's a bullshit statement, if i'm caught by him it would mean punishment (or so he says), and i'm not sure if i want to find out what exactly that entails.
Stupid thoughts, really. I figured i'd share them since none of you who read this will believe me, care, or be in the position to judge, considering I've read confessions about bestiality and incest before. At least i know i'm in the right place to confess this shit. I have no regrets about what i said, i simply wanted to get my unfiltered thoughts out in the open, and talk about it to whomever gives a flying fuck.