Now i'm fixated
Something weird but really hot happened to me over the weekend. the short version of it is, i was invited to this party out of town, and since it was far, i looked for a place to stay. just so happens that my older half sister lives near where the party was, so i went over on friday to spend the night, go to the party the next day, and leave on sunday.
except for several reasons i won't bore you with, i was so damn sleepy that i slept all afternoon up to midnight, so obviously my friends ditched me, and i missed the party. all too lame, until i heard moans...
so i open my door and, in the room right across mine, i see my sister having sex with two guys at the same time. it was so hot and so beautiful at the same time. they were not fucking her, they were making love to her, and the way she enjoyed herself was mesmerizing. i've always been aware of how attractive she was, but for obvious reason i had never seen her that way... but right then and there, I became sexually attracted to her, and even if i realized it was wrong, i started to jerk off right there while watching. Watching her cum was so beautiful, and when the guy in her pussy came inside her and passionately kissed her was so fucking hot.
So I pretended to go back to sleep when they were finished, and barely dared to breath while they were there (they spent the night). The next morning, thinking the place was empty, I went ahead and had breakfast... and then my sister showed up.
I tried playing it cool, but I was so fidgetty and evaded her eyes so much, she felt something was up, so she got up from the table and was about to leave when she leaned towars me and whispered: "it's ok, i think it's hot that you think i'm hot... and that you watched".
instant hard on. she smiled, then she left. I was so embarrassed i rushed out of there while she showered, and haven't seen or called or texted her since... but i sure have jerked off to her like a monkey. every day, several times a day. I guess there's a point of no return where you start finding a family member attractive.
and now she's coming over next weekend for a family reunion, and i'm nervous AF. i don't know what to say to her, or even if i'm supposed to say anything.