Not getting enough
I'm 29f and pretty much in my sexual prime. My problem is my husband. He has a really low libido. I'm not sure if it's because he's Type I diabetic or what, but we only have sex maybe once a month. I dress sexy for him, make all kinds of advances, but he just makes excuses and pushes me away. It makes me feel really unfeminine and undesirable. I know my husband loves me in general, but I'm really missing the physical aspect of our relationship. If I had it my way, we'd fuck daily.
I know that I'm attractive. Guys hit on me all of the time. I was out having a drink with a female friend the other day and we danced a bit with some guys at the club. One of them was really handsome, and it was nice being around him. He wants to meet up again, despite knowing my marital status. I can tell that he's hot for me and would love to make out and slip between my legs. The thought of having sex has me fanning myself. Lordy.
I do love my husband, and I know cheating would blow my marriage up. (My husband is also very protective and jealous.) I'm not going to cheat. I couldn't deal with the guilt. That being said, I'm so fucking tired of screwing dildos to satisfy myself. I want to grab and feel the warmth of human hips banging against me, the twitch of hard cock screwing me, and warm cum flowing in and out of me. I really think I'm going to go batty if I don't get screwed more often.