Wish I didn't

Your friend is not a friend.

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That your friend was laughing as you were getting screwed says it all. She knew (and was hoping) this would happen when she invited you over. It sounds like you already knew she was into group sex, but she wanted the thrill of seeing you do it too and to try to initiate you into the lifestyle. Without a doubt she invited those guys over solely to fuck you. The only one who didn't know about this plan was you.

I'd be cautious around her. She's a manipulator. What's she going to do next? I wouldn't trust her for shit. And don't believe all the other posters' "She helped you find your sexuality" shit. That's bullshit. You are your friend's pawn in her game and you got used.

Alot has changed over the weekend. I have a lot more to think about now

Don't tell your husband. He'll never be able to get over the image of you getting fucked, creamed, and dripping seed all night long. If he is a real man, and not like the many weak ass cucks who post here, he will get pissed off, hunt down the guys who fucked you, and beat the shit out of them. And after he is done beating them, he's going to do the same to you. It's best to just keep this whole thing as a secret, because you fucked up big time.

You say that while your own wife cucks you little man. What does she make you do?

She isnt your fiend, pure and simple, avoid the virus

I'm reading everyone's responses I see that I'm not alone out there. Thank you everyone for your responses.

Unless you enjoyed it to the point of going back and wanting more you need to stay away from your friend. I have one friend who has never been in a serious relationship. Our whole circle of friends are either married or have long term boyfriends except her. She is the one that has multiple guys around her all the time but seems to resent us for being married or having boyfriends and not just fuck buddies.
I have been married for 17 years, three years ago we were going through a rough patch, fighting all the time and my friend knew this. My husband came home from work one afternoon telling me he was going to be out of town for the next two weeks and I nearly lost it. We were planning a surprise party for my mother's birthday and now he was going to be gone. I was telling my friend about how mad I was, just to vent. The day after my husband left she was on the phone with me telling me to come over, take a swim ,have some drinks and just decompress .
She caught me at a moment of weakness , knowing my husband was gone and that I was mad at him. I was there for probably two hours ,swimming and drinking before some of her guy friends showed up. By now I was pretty buzzed and still mad at my husband so when the first guy started flirting and rubbing my back I just went with it, I was soon kissing him . My top came off and I now felt a second set of hands on my breasts. I looked over at my friend , she was giving one guy a blowjob and had another man with his face buried between her legs. I have only ever been with my husband through our marriage but in that instant I got carried away. I ended up having some type of sexual contact with all four men that night. Either fucking them or just oral sex

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I know I can't blame her for what I did that night but single women like her feed off breaking up relationships . They want single friends that they can go out with , They want other friends who are going out with different guys all the time. The saying misery loves company is very true. Be very careful or she will have you right back in that same situation again and again.

PS. don't destroy your marriage by telling your husband.

Y neighbor invited me over several times for he had just gotten a new hot tub and told me I was welcome to come over and use it any time I wanted.
Ten in the morning my phone rang and he said he was going to be having a party to break in his new tub and I should be coming over for a little while if nothing else.
1100 am I decided to joined them and I slipped my two piece on well more like a bikini and I looked at myself in the mirror and thought to myself my husband hasn't seen this one yet and went next door and what I saw I should have turned around and went back home but I didn't I watched them for a few minutes and got totally turned on and wet for what I saw was five guys all playing with each other nude.

I walked up to the tub and all the guys was well in the water and Tim my neighbor said well grab a drink and hop in well I got a drink off the table and started in slowly getting into the hot water and immediately Tim's hands glided along my legs telling me I looked beautiful in my suit and one of the others said she'd look better out of it at that Tim untied one of the straps to my bottoms and I took hold of his hand and stopped him from pulling it down and looked right at him saying no no lightly and he pulled me towards him and gave me one hell of a kiss and untied my top and it fell away leaving my 35C breast exposed for them all to see.

One thing led to another and all five guys had me several times over the next five hours and I had to get home for my husband would be returning in a short amount of time from work and I had to shower and get dressed before he got home and while I was in the shower Tim joined me for one more time.

Since the first time I have been going to Tim's for a soak in his hot tub about every three days for it takes me that long to come down off the high they get me to and I can't or don't want to say no to any of them.

Poor husband. Working had to provide while you have all the luxury time to cheat. Hope someone films it and he finds out

I would not tell. Are you telling him to make yourself feel better? You won't. And he will feel betrayed and awful. You have to decide that this was a one off, and forgive yourself and say, "Okay, I wanted to experience being a slut and be gang banged once in my life".

Or do you want to do it again?

I can't say it was horrible but I feel and felt like such a slut. So I can't answer that question truthfully

First let me ask how long have you been married? Now I'm not judging you ,but I think from the moment you decided to go have drinks in her hot tub knowing she was having guys there you knew something sexual would be happening. Even if It was just seeing her messing around with them, though I suspect you wanted to be part of the fun before you even got to her house. Everyone needs some excitement in there lives, if there is no way for your husband to find out on his own don't say anything to him. It will only hurt him and your marriage. Telling is not always the best way to go, most men that find out their wife was fucked by three guys at a party will not be very forgiving.

We've been married for almost 5 year's

If it won't happen again, and if your circles are far enough apart (if he doesn't know the guys): do NOT TELL!! If it's something that you think will happen again, then maybe tell him, because at that point, maybe the whole marriage needs to be evaluated. BTW your story is pretty hot.

He doesn't care for her , but he probably knows guys that know those guys. my friend says they know how to keep their mouths shut , but I'm still nervous. And ty

I'm sure the guys are going to spread rumors so be prepared

I already have......

You knew what your friend was like, that she constantly cheated and fucked every dick she could. Yet, you still waited until your husband was away to join her at a party, in a hot tub, with some booze.

You did exactly what you wanted, you did what you've been dreaming about, and now you're thinking better of it.

Go ahead. Tell your husband. I hope he divorces your ass and takes you for everything. I hope you contracted some vile STD along with a UTI form the tub water (you think she cleans that thing?)

Moron.

Go wank you fat pig. Your just jealous. Go read your fucking bible

That's mean

Would your friend ever rat you out? Would your husband believe her if she did? Don't tell.

I feel like she's pushing me to be more like her I don't know if she will tell and my husband doesn't care for her

Let's just be honest , I think you liked it. Didn't you ? If that's the case try it again a few times before saying anything to your husband. No matter what way you go it's going to be hard to tell him you were gangbanged

I don't even know how to bring it up and I am way too nervous to try it again

If you got up and bent over the tub you were on for it and all wet and ready and when the last gay stuck it up your arse you must have been wet and open or then he had a very small cock .

Your an idiot

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They kind of bent me over but it's not like I fought it either

Your all confusing me worse some say tell others say no

You always tell. Because it is always worse if they find out from a second hand source. So do himself and you a favor and just tell him.

Omfg don't tell him. Move the fuck on. You cheated. You put yourself in a position where you knew this could happen. You didn't stop it when you could have. Let it go. It happened. Don't let it happen again. End of story. Possibly destroying your marriage over this isn't worth it.

You finally caved in.
I don't really remember how it all came about but the other two were all over me.
I just sat there.
I was stood up and bent over the side of the hot tub and that's when they started having sex with me.

Please tell your husband!

No invite him over next time too. Have your friend play with him

My experience, I cheated and was racked with guilt and confessed. She was hurt, shocked, crying all the things then the shit storm came. One very pissed off wife and all the while I didn't feel any relief of the guilt but even more for causing this pain.
The punishment was no more intimacy, sex, she vented to all her friends and placed on pissed off wife probation for years. I broke I couldn't take or live with the underlying anger and felt forced to divorce her.

I wouldn't say anything if were me. Correct your behavior and move on.

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