I love and want my uncle
He is a beautiful man - older than me by many years, in his late forties. I'm 24. He is so sexy and tall, and mysterious and handsome. I'm so attracted to him, sexually and emotionally, and I do respect him a great deal. We aren't even very close, and we don't talk much, but secretly I adore him. I feel this deep sense of love towards him that I don't feel for other family members... I regularly fantasize about us making love and having passionate sex.
Sometimes I wonder if he feels the same, as he can barely make eye contact with me and always looks down or away with a tiny smile. The tension between us feels pretty extreme and has for several years. I obviously hide my emotions from him, but I'm scared that he somehow might know that I want him. I just want him to grab me and take me. If we were stuck alone in a small room together, I don't know what would happen.
I was staying with my uncle during school, my boyfriend broke up with me, I was vulnerable, but I knew what I was doing, I wanted sex, and I got it. It's been over 10 years having sex with my uncle, no regrets