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I'm so incredibly confused because i've been raped multiple times, and each experience was worst than the last. But all i want is to be tied up, held against my will, and violated, tortured, and raped. I think about it all the time. I've even contacted people online and talked to them about it, i've asked strange men to take me out on a romantic date and roofie me, then keep me tied in their spare bedroom for weeks against my will. I want to be someone's sex slave. I want to be drugged up and starved and raped constantly. These thoughts scare me so much but they're with me always. Maybe one day i'll find someone i trust enough to do this to me. Maybe one day i'll just disappear and have some killer sex before i die.
I have rape trauma too. My rape response has been to be hyper promiscuous. In a real way its pretty fucked up because what I have been doing over the years to people I care about and love and want an actual healthy relationship with. But also in a real way I really do love being a slut and to be made to feel I am only here to be used up. I may care for and love and respect my boyfriend but I won't hesitate to give up my pussy to anyone else behind his back.
This is very common, and it's super hot! I wish I could find a wonderful submissive nympho to be my personal sex slave and slutwife. Contact me at TechWizMusicMan@protonmail.com if you'd like to make something like that a reality.
I know. I don't understand it but I love a woman that WANTS IT that bad. It's not right to treat a woman that way but I love to fuck until my cock is raw and it hurts. Then I want more! It must be demonic. Then I will want to conquer your asshole. Butt fuck you. Love that tight asshole. Makes me come harder. Love for you to beg me to reach around and ball your tits to take your mind off your torn anus.
When I was a teen I had dreams bout getting raped and held against my will and all the time getting fucked over and over day and night by up to 14 guys about my age then they brought their dad's in and I got fucked hard by them all One big Black about ruined me for life for now all In want is huge cocks all over 11 inches and thick. @Why is it Blacks want to share their girl when she can take big thick cocks ball deep ? I am 23 now and I get serviced by 4 well hung Blacks almost daily on the week ends I hardly get out of bed for I got some guy shoving his huge cock deep into me. Then others star coming in and the party begins.
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Join fetlife.com or alt.com and find a local BDSM group. There is almost certainly one in your area. They have monthly munches, i.e. lunch meetings where new people can come and meet people.
You can live out this fantasy and do it in a safe environment. There are good people who will rape you and not kill you or hurt you. They will tie you up so you are helpless to stop them, and they will fuck you silly.
But you should not do this with just anyone. In a group of BDSM people there will be other people who know what is going on, who know where you are and who you are with, etc. This makes it so much safer than simply advertising for men to rape you.
You are not crazy or weird. There are lots of women who like being tied up and raped. You can be a sex slave for a master, a dominant man who will bind you with ropes and fuck you. You can find people who will take you to your limits and make you perform sexually if you join a BDSM group. And that way you don't have to worry about being hurt or killed.