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U gay and love cock

Your gay!

Yea u r gay cause when u drinking u more relax and it easy to face . stop figjting u a faggot

Gay and straight are on a continuum. With a thousand points between the two ends. You could be anywhere along it.

I spent most of my life at the very straight end of the scale. No curiosity about dicks at all. Then I got tricked by a ladyboy that I thought was a woman.

I touched her dick out of obligation, and found that it was really interesting. Heavier than I imagined them to be from touching my own. Kind of like you can't tell how heavy your own arms are. You don't know how heavy a dick is, until you touch someone else's.

They are also such a strange mix of slippery and hard when you stroke them. They're awesome to touch.

She wanted me to suck it, but I wouldn't. She had already given me one stroking orgasm, and was sucking me off towards another. So just out of obligation again, no desire, I put my mouth on it expecting to be disgusted.

It was awesome. The head is such a strange rubbery and smooth feeling that you can't tell on yourself. I found that it was actually fun to suck.

Since then I've touch a few more dicks. All are amazing. I don't like anything else about a guy. No hugs, no kisses, just like dicks.

So on the scale, I'm well over to the straight side of the middle. Love boobs and pussies. Everything about a woman is crazy good. But getting over to the middle and touching a dick is amazing too. I just don't need anything else about a man. Just his dick.

I think you should drink more -- and suck more cock. I would.

You didn't say if you like women. A lot of men have fantasies about sucking cock or getting penetrated anally. You followed through on it. Did you like it?
I think it must turn you on since it is something you continue to think about. Drinking lowers your inhibitions.
Sometimes we make poor decisions when drunk or high. How do you feel when you are not drunk or high?

You are not romantically attracted to men, but you are turned on by male sex. I don't know if there are subcategories of being gay or not. I know some gay guys are in love with other men. But that isn't you presently.

Don't get too hung up over it. You may be gay or bisexual. You will have to figure that out. Maybe you should find a bisexual girlfriend and swing with other bi's as a couple. See how you feel about that if you are not comfortable being with men.

When we drink we lose our natural inhibitions and act more boldly.

The penis is a sexual organ and it turns you on. If that is who you are, enjoy it.