Our darkest secret
I know it's not normal and it's so sick, but... my brother and i lost our virginities to each other when we were young. we must have been around 14 at the time (we're nearly the same age, i'm older by less than a year). we were very close and always had a very special connection. having sex together didn't ruin it, but we decided not to do it again, even if it was a beautiful experience. that has been our secret ever since, but there was always this weird tension between us from that day on.
i've dated several men, and married and divorced twice since. and it bothers me that even great sex is missing something for me. i confess to have fantasized about doing it with my brother again, masturbated to that thought and ending up much more fulfilled. we didn't know any better back then, but he came inside of me (nothing happened, fortunately), and that's a great sensation that has stuck with me and would like to feel again.
And it's weird because this christmas, we all went on a family trip, we stayed at the same hotel (parents, cousins and such) and my brother and i stayed in contiguous rooms, we shared a wall. i was staying with a guy i'm dating, and we had sex. it was really good.
next morning, my brother playfully asks me if i had a fun time the previous night, because he heard me. i took it as a tease, but he suddenly spoke to my ear and asked if it'd bother me if he said he was turned on by my moans, and that he masturbated to that. i was so shocked i walked away and avoided him the rest of the trip. i'll see him tonight at new year's eve dinner.
would it be wrong? we're adults, we wouldn't be hurting anybody, he's single, i'm not serious with the other guy... and i'm really tempted, it he's open to it.
My sister and I have been together like a married couple for many years, we have two perfectly normal kids that don't suffer from inbreeding like most people would think. We did come from different fathers though, and that is what helped with are decision to have children together. We love each other like any other married couple would . And have been together are whole lives, where we live nobody knows the differences. Only our mother knows about are true relationship. I don't care what anybody has to comment, your free to love who you want. And we expect the same freedom.
Then you might be glad to read that we went for it. he drove me home after new year's party... and we stayed there, we spent the night together... and the morning after... and the whole day, really. best experience i've ever had.
There is nothing wrong with two thinking, consenting, people, no matter who they are!
If you both want it why not, why is it so morally wrong for two adult family members to fuck if they want to, why should anyone decide its wrong,
Got on with it and enjoy each others body
Hope you did him
Do it.