Need to confess this....

Without getting detailed or graphic just know that I wasn't old enough to drive...no where close. A babysitters boyfriend got me alone and talked me into everything. All the way. That was cock one. Then I talked a buddy into me giving him one in his pool so thats cock two. We moved to another neighborhood with hillbillies and all hell broke loose. There was so much sex taking place on ALL levels I remember well. Took a few weeks, my mom was a local barmaid out for the night again, and an older kid stops by to "welcome" me. He asks if ive ever "messed around" I say yes and there's cock number three. In each instance I end up the bottom. After that I blew him almost daily, his friend, and his cousin. His cousin lived on my block and started sleeping over. Everything happened.. All the time. I was often dressed up in girls clothes. This was life and in the end by the time we moved I had sucked eight dicks, fucked by six of them...oldest being mid 40s. We moved again, I made friends and ended up finding one that made me feel like accepting homosexuality at age 14. He was the best. We made love, sensual hot summer night love, every weekend. I ended up doing his brother too. So by the time I could drive I had sucked ten dicks. A year went by and I had a one time incident stripping my younger cousins clothes off in the woods and fucking him. First and only time i wasnt submissive. Haven't been with a guy since and Im 40. Ive jacked to the smell and thought of cock ever since. Ive slept with far more women and am married with a family. Im not messing around but the urge is so strong to find cock and taste it once again. Ive missed it for all these years. Im torn. Had to get that out. Thanks for the platform to do so.

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