Twins
The beginning of my sexual escapades:
Twins:
When I was sixteen I started sleeping with this guy we'll call Liam. Liam was one half a pair of twin brothers, I originally wanted to date his twin brother, who we will call Will.
But, after a while I though "hey, what the hell I only live once," so I decided to become friends with benefits with Liam.
This went on for about a month in the spring of 2012. I'd ride the bus home with them and walk to their house about a block down from the bus stop. Will would stay downstairs and play Skyrim on his Xbox and Liam and I would have sex in his room. Their older brother, I can't even remember his name, was their guardian and he worked day-in and day-out at Nellis Air Force base.
So for about a month Liam and I experimented on each other sexually. He was horrible at eating out, no one had ever eaten me out before him, but I knew instantly that he was horrible at it. I never told him because I was too afraid to offend him and have him feel inadequate, if he felt that way it may have risked our friendship.
Anyway, I remember vividly on the last day we fucked I started off by sucking his cock. I was clumsy at it, I never really sucked cock before. It was a slobbery mess, I didn't know what to do with my tongue and I kind of just sucked on it and stroked his cock in and out of my mouth. I looked up at him, he had this shit eating grin whenever I practiced giving him head. It was so unattractive. He had his eyes closed and a little closed mouth smile and I decided it was going to end then and there.
So I got up, fully nude, and stood in front of him. "I'm ready," I say. He slips on his condom and I get on him. I ride him slow, moving my hips back and forth. I moan, occasionally, I know how to pleasure myself, but then he takes my hips in his hands, gripping them tightly, and he starts pounding himself inside of me. It's a hit and miss as he fucks me. Some moans are real, some are fake. But whatever, I was sixteen and sex wasn't going to get any easier...
It's okay. It'll get better, and worse. It's good to communicate with him or any sexual partners. It can be embarrassing or even ruin the mood, but with the right partner, it will make sex so great.