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The relationship i want
Growing up, i had a special relationship with my brother. he's almost 10 years older, and since we were both raised only by my mother, you can imagine the kind of brother he was: protective, kind, very caring and warm. i idolized him, there was no better man on the planet than my big brother, as a kid i was always talking about him, hugging him, kissing him. even as i got older he became my closest confidant. i even trusted him more than most of my closest female friends.
in time i realized... i loved him, but not in the sibling kind of way. i realized many of my former boyfriends were similar to him either physically or personality-wise, or both. i compared them to him, he was always the standard. what drove me over the edge was that i started to fantasize about him, at first only when masturbating, but soon it was even when having sex with other men. i realized that the love and desire i felt for him couldn't just be dismissed or supressed... so i talked to him.
i did cheat. i lured him intro drinking so hiw guard was down... he was very scared at first, but i gave him a blowjob. he definitely liked it, i could tell, but guilt hit him right after and had me leave. he didn't talk to me for weeks, didn't hear from him until he came to my house when our mom wasn't home. he just walked right in, kissed me... and proceded to make love to me like no man had ever before.
we've been at it for 2 months. he's 30, employed, single and has his own place, so i can go whenever i want and spend as much time as i want with him. we just spent a romantic weekend at his place, and we talked... i might be only 20 but i'm certain that he is the love of my live. i want us to be a real couple. but him, he doesn't think it can ever become anything other than fooling around, in spite of how much he says he loves me. he cared too much about the taboo. i understand he feels that... but i would love it if he didn't care, like i do. i'd date him openly and acknowledge him as my partner, if only i could...
I am 23 and as far as others know my brother who's 29 and I are married.
We live in a quite large town many miles away from our relatives as husband and wife easy to do when the last name's the same and he's the love of my life and I his.
We have no desires to date others and we have talked about it a lot, there's nothing I hide from him.
So if you two are going thru the same as my brother and I I would say go for it just don't plan on having children for that could pose a whole lot of problems.
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Be careful. He might b only interested in sex.