On the day to day...
I find that I'm closer to my female friends than any of my male ones, for one big reason...Though I would say I'm just above average in regard to the problem.
When I'm physically close to them, or sometimes just needing to be alone, I can't 'control' myself, and If I can, I find myself becoming frustrated, having ideas I shouldn't be when I'm over at a friends house, alone with them, when their boyfriend isn't around...
A lot of them are shorter than me, petite beauties, and the girls I see on the day to day at school are generally ones I get on with, and ones that get me going...
I'm 16 btw, however some of the more desirable ones aren't yet...
Then, there's this one girl, I met online, 15 and living in a city miles away. We flirt, we say we love each other, and we're generally close friends. Even though she's got other boys in her life, she gets so jealous when I even mention of of the lovely ladies in my life.
How my friends went shirtless in a dog park for 5 minutes on a dare.
How I convince one to sit on my lap sometimes.
How I go over to their house, and tickle them mercilessly, with a raging boner in my jeans, under my jumper.
I'm a virgin, and an addict to pleasure, never thought myself a charmer, but then again patience might work, I might get lucky, finally be able to put all these feelings to rest.
Idk, just felt I had to admit that I... Really consider going further, doing things, to my friends and those closer than friends, too often
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