Becoming gay!
I was straight vanilla until I met ex no. 2. She was a hot sexy nympho. She loved us having sex outside where we could get caught. She taught me to love licking cum, nipple play and anal sex. She taught me to love getting my ads licked and being fucked. It was so hot for us to get drunk and nasty. She had gorgeous tits with delicious nipples. I loved to lick her pussy and her ass. She loved to fuck me with her big strapon. She could make me cum from getting fucked. But, the party ended. So, I thought if I can suck a rubber cock and get fucked by a rubber cock, why not try out the real thing. It scared me to death at first, but I've grown to love it. I love a big cock in my mouth. It's so amazing to feel that hard cock cum on my mouth and swallow it. I also love the way a cock stretches my ass open when he first enters me. I love the looooong orgasms I get from being fucked. The more I play with cock, the more I think I'm turning gay. I like the gay sex better, especially with a woman watching me be a cock slut.
However, when you are free in your own mind to let go and be when you are bottoming, then you will really feel the most intense pleasure ever because it will be you rather than a porn character you are acting out in your mind. This does not mean that you have to give up women, it just means that you will have a better understanding of their sexuality. How? Just as she understands fucking better when she is out of breath and can't believe you haven't orgasm gives her an insight into your sexuality, your bottoming lets you see that sometimes it takes more foreplay, sometimes it takes more fucking, and sometimes, it just has to be rough enough or it doesn't work.
I am bi and I can tell you that I love being bi because I do not have to choose; whatever I find when I am attracted to someone is fun for a girl or a boy! Gay people will think you are confused (as will straight people!) but were it not for the women that will do anything with another girl but cringe at two guys or the hypocrites that watch male male porn with her best friends but go ehwww! in public and kick a guy to the curb for coming out to her, bisexual men would have the thickest black books --as it is, it is certainly thick enough LOL! Enjoy being yourself without fear or labels
The problem is that as a society, we have a very hard time with things that are not binary. LIKING cock does not mean NOT LIKING pussy and the experiences are different and the pleasure comes from a different place in your mind. A strapon is not a cock but it can truly enrich a couple's sex life and it does not HAVE to lead to male male sex. Personally, I think that bisexuality is more common than people care to admit and learning that anal sex doesn't hurt --when done properly-- and that they are not any less of a man afterwards gives men whose bisexuality has been horribly suppressed by the rampant homophobia of our culture a chance at freedom. Yes, freedom because when you are afraid, you are not really free. The burden of making a woman orgasm (as if anyone could, you provide the stimulation but when is it enough or how hard she cums is entirely up to her mind and her body) is a huge burden and getting fucked makes you cum without the burden of the effort so male male sex ends up feeling better. Then, one day, you put your cock back into a pussy and you suddenly feel something intense and not all that easy to explain and you fuck her harder than either she has been fucked or you have ever fucked her and she screams and digs her nails on your back and WOW! So now, your boyfriend wants to play but you think about how you just made her crazy and you end up asking yourself how can you like being fucked but! when that happens, GO! You will cum as hard as she did because it is a totally different experience.
My ex wife and I did this a few times and it started out with the strap on. After fucking me many times with it she said she really wanted me to take a real cock in my ass. I wasn`t too sure about it but she said she knew a guy at work that was bisexual and she arranged for him to come to our house one Friday evening.
He had a huge cock and after she sucked him off and he fucked her hard he asked if I wanted to try it. I let him fuck me in the ass and cum in me while my wife and I were in a 69 and I came in her throat. He spent the night and he fucked me again then once more before he left the next day and came in my ass every time.
For a couple of years he fucked me fairly often and for a few months he had two other friends that fucked me also. All three would fuck my ass for hours and fuck my wife too. One was black with a 11" very thick dick. My wife would suck one and take a DP while I watched and jacked off.
Things got very kinky after that when I talked my wife in to having sex with our big dog. He knotted in side of her and filled her with his cum. After that all she wanted to do was fuck our dog and even took him in her ass several times. We took care of a friends dog one week and she let both dogs fuck her ever day that week. She was a hot bitch and the dogs loved fucking her.
I to love letting my dogs take me at their will. I have three German Shepard's one 4 year old and the other two are 5 and it all started when one licked my puss after coming out of the shower and I pushed him away and told him NO but he kept after me and finally I gave in to him and he licked me to several orgasms and that was the start of it all.