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I'm pretty sure I'm gay and hiding
26, engaged to a lovely girl. Fairly popular. Normal guy...on the outside.
On the private side, I only ever wank to gay porn or Shemales. I wait until my girl is out and put her clothes and underwear on and even a full face of make up.
I finger myself and fuck myself with her toys and I eat my own cum.
I fantasise about sucking dick all day and taking it in my ass.
I even once sucked a guy off through a Gloryhole and let him cum on my face and in my mouth and when I have sex with my girl I think of that with my eyes closed.
I've convinced her to finger my ass while blowing my which is the best I can get from her.
I don't consider myself gay...but what do you think?
You are gay. You should tell her that now
This girl deserves better. Don't marry her because this won't go away. Looking at porn causes people to do things they wouldn't normally do. I would take a breather from porn, the fiancée, and masturbation. You will make a mistake if you keep up this way of living. Slow down or you will regret it later in life. The only way to make the best decision is to take yourself out of all of this and really think about the future that you will mess up no matter what you decide at this point. That is why you need time without distractions.
You're at least bi. Look, sexuality is a spectrum not a categorical thing.
DO NOT GET MARRIED until you figure this out. Yes you could be gay or bisexual.
Trust is too important in a marriage to lie about your sexuality. It could destroy her and would make your life miserable.
If you decide you are bisexual,there are women who will support you and be happy to spend their life with you.
I wish you well in your self discovery.