I destroyed my relationship with my female cousin.

I am not proud of this, but, here we go. I am in my mid 40's and I'm a male. My female cousin is just a few years younger than me and I have always been sexually attracted to her. She is gorgeous, dark hair, incredible ass and breasts to die for.

Now, let's rewind 20 or so years. My cousin and I have ALWAYS been great friends, more like brother and sister. I used to take her with me when she visited to the bar where I hung out with my friends. Anyway, I was in my early 20's and she was 18. one night while driving home after being at the bar (BTW, either myself or one of my friends would give her our/their wristband so she could have a few beers) she had a few drinks and started to tell me things she liked doing to men. She said she LOVED "Sucking cock" and she was VERY good at it. I pulled over so we could talk, yes, I wanted her. As she was talking about sucking dick I just went for it out of nowhere and grabbed her breasts. She closed her eyes and just smiled. I stroked those perfect tits, and then kissed her. We made out so FUCKING hard and I ended up sucking on her perfect nipples. This went on for maybe 20 minutes or so and I stopped it and we went on our way back home...

Now, back to today. I have always thought of fucking her since then and over the last 20 years or so we have become so close.

just a few months ago I had a lot to drink and was pretty drunk. She called me to say hi. We talked for a bit then I went outside so no one could hear and I told her EVERYTHING I have been thinking about for so long. I was so drunk I don't remember the conversation, just little bits and pieces.

Now, she wants NOTHING to do with me. Blocked me from facebook, told her mom and sister and dad. Her father called me and we talked. Everything is ok. There is MUCH more to this story that I just do not have time to type. Also, she is the only family member I have EVER had feelings like this.

All in all, I lost my cousin, one of my BEST friends and the sister I never had. Oh yeah, she told our aunt too. She and I are good.

Just a fucked up situation that I am not 100% guilty of. Again, more details....if you want them.

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