Arrest/prison fantasy..

I am a 51 year old man and have been married twice. However I have always harboured kinky fantasies, many of them involving men. The most intense and recurring one is about being arrested and sent to prison. I am massively turned on by the idea of being searched and handcuffed - and in particular being ordered to face the wall while restrained. My 'arresting officer' is often a bike cop and wears a leather uniform so I guess that is a bit of a cliche - there is obviously a lively BDSM scene amongst the gay community.

But my obsession or turn on is more around the feeling that I actually deserve to be punished - arrested and marched off to jail - even though in real life I am totally law abiding. I find myself wracking my brain for times in my life when I *have* been a bit naughty and imagine myself being caught. Once or twice I have driven after a little too much to drink and on one such occasion I was on my way to my car when a police car turned up. I told the officers that I wasn't going to drive because I thought I had had a bit too much. In fact I knew I had. They offered to breathalyser me to check but I declined and walked home. In my fantasy of course I am arrested - the full works - searched, cuffed, taken away and I thoroughly deserve it.

Here in the UK the use of handcuffs is much more limited than in the USA but I like the way it is over there. I love the idea of being put in handcuffs immediately, and being questioned with my hands restrained behind my back. Of course I know prison is a horrible place to be in reality, but I can't get away from this desire to be arrested and locked up - that I need and deserve to be punished..

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