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BDSM??
I've always been into BDSM even before I knew it was really a thing love to be spanked, whipped, tied up, choked, bossed around, blindfolded and everything of the sort. I love pain, bondage, and being afraid. I also love feeling like I'm doing something wrong. But I think I take it further than BDSM, sometimes I catch myself fantasizing about a guy taking it too far, cutting me too deep, cutting off my air for too long and either killing me or coming damn close. I get off on the idea that he's going to fuck me and hurt me until I'm dead and then fuck me some more. You know the fucked up scenes in movies where a woman gets raped/killed/both? And some sick bastard gets off imagining he's doing that to her? I get off on imagining that I'm her. Is this even covered by a fetish or is this just a straight up mental disorder?
How about getting punched really hard in the stomach? Hard enough to knock the breath out of you and double you over holding it in pain for 10-15 minutes? Would that do anything for you. I'd love to give it to you hard in the stomach until you can't take anymore. Then punch you in the stomach some more. Includes elbowing, kneeing and kicking in the pit of young stomach.
I'm older and I do like bdsm very much! Breath Play I have not figured out yet honestly. I know for a fact that I could do that to someone but I couldn't allow it to be done to me. It's for sure a state of Mind.
You can experience most of your fantasies, with a bit of research and networking. Just be sure you guys are agreed on limits! Extreme mind-games can be incredibly scary and exciting, right up to the point of no return, and you'll be glad things paused there, believe me. My wife scares me to death every time she enables my addiction to total enclosure rubber bondage, where she takes me time and time again to verge of true asphyxiation, convincing me each time that this time it's for real. She also indulges the really sick part, deep in my psyche where I WANT to be kept permanently in my long rubber-lined bag, persuading me that this time she's really going to do it. She also denies me orgasm to the point of near-insanity, for endless hours. She admits to having a cruel streak, and being a true control freak. I really love that about her! And I'm never quite sure if and when the fantasy might become a reality!
Wow... I'm thinking a mental disorder, BUT there could be more ppl out there who are just as crazy... So, maybe fetish? I've had my share of thoughts about fucking a girl & sucking her tits who JUST died, but think it would be too fucked up for me to actually do it. Extremely weird to see a lifeless body.
I mean, I think there's a line that if it were crossed it wouldn't be sexy anymore, "think" being the key word. I have passed out from blood loss once and being choked during sex a few times. While I don't want to actually die, that was extremely hot to me. My main concern is if this crosses into something I need professional help for.
Well, best of luck to you! Curious, did the guy keep going after you passed out?
Actually yes, to be perfectly honest I love that he did.
Nice. I'd fuck you and cum on your face & body until I'm worn out :)