Life
For the longest time I was considered "ugly" because I had an ugly overbite wore glasses and had loads of booze flab form self pity drinking and drugging I went to A.A. to finalluy do something about things went on a diet fixed my teeth and got a general makeover before it was "in vouge" and all of a sudden, I had a sex life amnd it was the women that were chasing ME.
I had left A.A. for a while because I got tired of their bullshit shoving responsibility on me that I was nowhere near ready to handle. When I finally went back women that had oince rejectred me were making a beeline towards me. One in particular made a pointed effort to sit next to me at a meeting with a gooey look on her face. She kept making cow eyes at me untril I spoke up to share with solution rather than problem and as soon as I opened up my mouth her jaw dropped like lead and all the color drained out of her face when she realized who I was.
So much for the "philsophy" of beauty vs ugly and self esteem. I could've done a lot of women and girls that were tied to my past but I didn't although if I had the right opportunity I certainly would've for the shear "get even" aspect. Besides which, I deserved to feel good about myself.
I so found out that women lie to the fish when it comes to sex with a physically attractive man that they will instantly drop their drawers if the right one comes along. Fuck 'em all one at a time.
Awesome story, best of luck bud.