Bisexual - confusion :(
I'm not sure what to do D: I've done some stuff with a guy when i was younger (14-15) but i've never had sex....I watch porn quite often, but it's odd because when I do i'm ussualy not very attracted to the man, I just love watching the woman... seeing her bounce up and down on the dude... I mean half the time I just wish I was a guy and could pleasure a girl like that... So i'm utterly lost!!! I've never done anything with a girl.. But i'm dying to play with one... just try stuff out :( but i'm not attractive and I know this will not happen, i'm overweight and ugly! Most guy's my age are just looking for the skinny pretty girls... and really i'm not very pretty nor skinny :<
So my confession is : Am I bisexual? How the hell could I test this? (When i have conflicting things such as being ugly and fat -.-) Why do I want sex so bad...and i've never had it?! This stuff just doesn't make sense and i'm sorry if this is spam or sumtin but I just need other opnions... or posibly someone to just help me out, you know make my self esteem higher D:
(17 yo Female Just so you know i'm not some 12-14 year old xD ) (18 this month :D)
You're probably just young and confused and I would guess not as ugly or fat as you think.