In"love" with a customer
I am married...and I am also crazy about a customer of mine. I work at a casino...and meet lots of people. We went to school together..20 plus years ago but I didn't really know him very well until the past year when he started to come to the place I work regularly. He works at a bar with one of my coworkers from the casino. I used to think he only came in to see him....but now...seems he show up the nights I work. Some people think he's kind of an ass...but I think he just doesn't put up with crap and isn't a phony. He doesn't like to bothered when hes there...he wants to relax and be left alone...yet...he lets me bother him. He lets me talk and he listens...and even shows me a bit of his sensitive side telling me things I cannot imagine him telling his friends. He likes me talking...I heard him tell someone. My husband isn't a bad guy...but he does love his job more than me...he is busy and tired all the time. I sometimes want to have a fling...we haven't had sex for 4 years...mostly because life is too crazy...but also because he has trouble keeping it hard...and stops constantly and I get turned off...also because I am smaller and my husband has gained a lot of belly weight...its so uncomfortable. it is not enjoyable at all. And it's sad. sometimes I want this customer to make a move and have sex with him just once. I can tell he would be good. that's all.
Why freak out? I cheat on my wife every chance I get. You're in a dream situation.