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Addicted to my ex
I am a 32 yr old attractive woman who has been in a relationship for the last 7 years with an amazing man. Before this I was in a 4 year relationship with a self centered bastard.That bastard recently contacted me and I realize how much I miss his cock.
To start from the beginning, I have always been lucky enough to be able to have any guy I have wanted. I was always honest and faithful and took no bullshit from anyone. Then I met Jared. He was the typical bad boy, tats, rode a Harley. He was one of the most beautiful men I had ever seen and I wanted him. I flirted and he showed some interest but nothing like I was used to so I tried harder. I never had sex on a first date so when we finally went out and he tried I said no. He didn't ask me out again and maybe after 3 weeks of not hearing from him I called him. He said if I wanted to be with him to wear something sexy and come over. If I didn't want sex don't bother.
I had never been treated like that before and it kind of turned me on. I went over to his place wearing a short skirt, tight top, and heels. We spent the weekend in his bed, We did things I had never done before, never would do. I was his after that. He treated me like a whore, he cheated on me, and I let him for 4 years. Finally I left him. He never called me or try to get me back. I couldn't get him out of my head! A few months after we broke up he moved to Texas which made it so much easier on me.
I met my current bf and we have been together since. He treats me like a queen and I love him.
Jared moved back about 3 months ago. I heard he was around and it made me tingle, I started thinking about him and masturbating when my bf wasn't home. Jared contacted me about 2 weeks ago and it was just a phone call but I want his cock so bad. He knows the affect he has on me and he's playing with me. He asked me for a nude pic and I said no lol. He hasn't called me again but I texted him yesterday and sent a pic.
When you get around to screwing this guy again , you should tell your boyfriend ...its better than having him find out on his own . At least you could say you were honest . It might even turn him on . Just remember once his trust in you is betrayed , it will never be the same again .
You're playing right into his hand and if you don't want to be controlled by him break it off now or be his to do with what he wants and when he want's it. He's becoming your master and you're his bitch, beware once his bitch he'll have you doing other guys as well.
I'm in the same boat as you. I am 24 F and for three years I let this bike dominate me from day one. What he say's goes, what he wants me to do I do and yes I have put out to his friends as well. Started with just 1 other now it's 8 and some week ends it's with all of them over and over it's hardly ever that I don't have a cock in at least one of my holes weather it's with my BF there or not when they want me I am to be theirs. no matter what time of the day it is.
Its girls like you who fuck up good guys.
I couldn't agree with you more.