I let a strange guy take my virginity
Being a big girl in school killed my chance at dances. it also killed my chance at dates and sex. I got my job at Giant after high school and have worked there nine years.
I survived Valentines day, and last Friday night the girls from work were picked up by boyfriends. I sat in my car and cried. I wondered if I would ever date be loved or have sex. I just wanted a man to touch me on purpose.
So I drove to a bar and in the parking lot I sat. I cried more; then a man came to my window and ask if I were ok. I let him sit in my car and we talked. When I told him that I was a virgin, he ask if I wanted to save that for a special guy? I told him I would like any guy to touch me right now.
He kissed me and he was feeling me up. It was nice to be touched. We were going to have sex in the car, but my car is tiny. His car was not much larger.
I told him if he would meet me there I would pay for a hotel room. He said he would pay for the room. I said no, I want to do this. So he followed me there and he helped me out. I did it the stupid way, I did not use protection. I let him have me the way he wanted. I feel like a woman now.
I Love big girls since I was a little boy, I would more than likely fall in Love with you; especially if you are Blonde 💋
I like big girls. We are out there.