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Being caned
I am 30 year old woman and have issues with myself.These are purged by visiting a mentor once a month for guidance and punishment. The punishment is in the form of a hard naked caning which leaves my bottom marked for a couple of weeks. I need this correction and after it I am at peace with myself. There is no contact with my mentor between appointments and no sex is involved. Does anyone else relate to what I have written.
My marriage and my life sucked. The kids have become teens and did not need me. My husband and I were hum drum. I was working part time and at home bored.
Met a neighbour at the gym. Started working out together and also having coffee at each others places.
Now I am doing something wrong I guess. We are having an affair. Its totally different to what I would have ever expected. Its not even compromising at one level my marriage. Like I don't want to leave my husband.
Its so wrong but at the same time so right. The really sick thing is that she is the dominant partner. I let her hurt me. She forces me to work harder at the gym. At home she hits me with the cane or belt or whip.
I fear it but I keep coming back when she invites me knowing that she will hurt me. Then I go home and make dinner like everything is normal.
I did it to see if I could get what I wanted. I had gone to a female colon therapist, who gave enemas as well. After baring my bottom by pulling my underwear down, she took my rectal temperature. Then I got an enema. As I was about to leave she asked if there was anything else I needed. I replied, figuring she'd throw me out admonishing me to never come back, but she smiled saying "OK" I was soon over her lap with my pants and underwear lowered and did I ever get a thorough dose of discipline. I was sore and my cheeks were on fire! We did this on a few more visits.