I fucked my Cousins when she was in sleep Part 2

After some days when we were alone at home she told me to play with her, I said ok and asked her what she would like to play. She replied “Let’s play Doctor-Doctor”; I said “What is this game? How to play it?” She told me that she will act as a patient and I have to act as a doctor who treats her with doctor kit. I said ok and started the game. I settled on a bed with doctor kit, she took two rounds of room and asked for my permission to sit beside me on bed. I gave her the permission and when she got settled I asked her what is wrong with her. She lay by her breast and took off her panty and told me to check her asshole as she is feeling pain there. I got shocked and told her “What are you doing? What are you saying?” Then she told me that she had seen me watching her masturbating, taking her pajamas and panty off, playing with her pussy. I was so embarrassed that I started walking out the room but she stopped me and told me that she liked this feeling too and want to experience more. But the problem was that none of us were having idea about having sex, so we just lay on each other touching, kissing and feeling each other’s whole body and leaking the fluids of each other.
This repeated again and again till 3 years (I was 16 and my cousin 1 was 14, she was still looking same not much change in body but with high thirst of having foreplay). Both of us used to have foreplay whenever we get chance, satisfying each other’s body need. This matter got serious to me once I learned about computer, internet and sex disease such as AIDS and found that I could have made her pregnant since we were not using condoms. I thanked the God to never let my penis get in to my cousin 1’s pussy, as I would have ruined her life. After that I told all these things to my cousin 1. And that was the last times we had full enjoyable foreplay because she got really sacred of having oral sex and decided not have sex before marriage. She controlled her feeling but I couldn’t.
After 3 day I to convinced her to have foreplay (not sex) with me, and she got convinced. But this time she was not very comfortable or batter to say interested. Because in starting of foreplay when I was taking off my cloths, she told me not to take off my underwear. I understood the situation, and agreed on it. She was sitting beside me, so I asked her to come close to me and started touching her private parts thought her cloths. Then I took off her t-shirt, bra (I never understood why she was wearing bra, since she was not having much bra kind of breast) and skirt, next was her panty but she stopped me. I understood why, and then I got on her pressing, kissing, feeling her medium breast, her face, her neck. Suddenly she stopped me saying that she is feeling pain due to my body and my weight. (That was the moment I felt like rapist forcing a girl to have sex). So I stopped and began wearing my cloths, suddenly she said this was the last time and she will never do this again ever. She told me to keep this a secret and behave like nothing happened ever. And I promised her on that.
She controlled her feeling of having foreplay but I couldn’t as usual.( After that I started having sex with bed, pillow and stuffed toys, by rubbing my penis against it, while watching porn sex videos on pc and TV. Doing so I was able to get sperm ejection and satisfaction to some extent, but it was somewhat painful. And I continued this till age of 28 because after that I got married and got perfect sex partner). After that big no every time when I see my cousin 1 sleeping, I tried to get near her and lift her cloths (top or skirt) to feel and kiss her breast, back, neck, hair, lips, thighs, hands etc. But I was never able to touch, feel or kiss her pussy, asshole and bums especially when she sleeps in pajamas or pants kind a cloths. Because I was afraid thinking that what if she catches me (Just like beginning).
And that day came when she was about to catch me touching her pussy but I managed to trick her pretending I was in sleep and my hand by chance touched her pussy part. But as time passed I noticed that in sleep her reaction time to my touch was decreasing (i.e. from 10 - 15 to 2 - 3 minutes). Hence I got really impatient for sex, every time I see a girl (i.e. my cousins, my female neighbors, female classmates or friends of age 14+ having sexy body) I only think of touching, feeling and having sex with her. I can tell you that I have made 250+ imaginative real sex acts with those girls and women (i.e. rubbing my penis with bed imagining them as sex partners). These experiences sealed me in my own world of sex fantasies due to which I was unable to face any girl or women.

By Anonymous

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