When I lost my virginity

I have never really told anyone about this and I am sorry if it turns out to be a little long.
The summer before I started 8th grade, my dad's best friend has just moved across the street from us so he started spending a lot of time at our house. I had known I was gay since I can remember but that summer was also when I REALLY started noticing guys. I'd notice their bulges, would love to see shirtless guys and just wonder what they looked like naked. My dad's friend happened to be one of the first guys that I was totally attracted to. I'd love it when he came over, used to love trying to be around him as much as I could. Anyway, one Saturday they had been working on the yard, my dad was replacing our fence and his friend, Stanley, was helping him. Stanley had come in to use the restroom and on his way out, he popped into my room and made a comment like "just making sure you're alive in there". I laughed and he just kept standing there...it seemed like forever but it was probably several seconds.. He walked out then came back and said, " I've been meaning to ask you something but I'm afraid if your dad finds out, he would get mad at me." This made me curious and I basically begged him to tell me, swearing I wouldn't say anything to my dad. After several minutes, he walked all the way into my room and sat on my bed. "I think you're a good looking kid. What if I told you that I wanted to kiss you, like really kiss you?" I looked at him and laughed and then realized he was being serious. "Would you let me?" I didn't really say anything and he just sat there waiting for me to respond. After a couple of minutes he leans down a little closer to me and just stares at my face and I nervously giggle and before I know, he just leans down and kisses my neck, licks it a little then looks at me again, leans down and kisses me on the lips, a couple of pecks before he starts to really kiss me. I didn't really know what I was doing and I don't even know if I kissed him right but I liked it. After several seconds, he stands up, looks out the window and it was obvious he had a boner but he just said he needed to get back to helping my dad. On his way out of my room he said I should stop by and see him tomorrow morning after my dad left for work. I was in shock but at the same time I was excited by the whole thing.
Morning came and and I had seriously thought about going to see Stanley but I didn't, I was too shy but a couple of hours later, the doorbell rings and it as Stanley. He said he was just checking in. He came in and chatted for a bit, he was sitting across from me and he called me over. I walk up to him and he grabs me, sits me on his lap and just stares at me and just starts kissing me. We make out for a good while, I can feel him getting hard and then he stops and just says I should come over. He gets up, adjusts himself and says he's going back him. He leaves and I'm didn't know what to do but after about half an hour I finally went to his house, he's shirtless, barefooted, wearing shorts and just said he was glad I came. He goes to the couch, pulls me up between his legs and starts kissing me and after a bit, grabs my hand and takes me to his bedroom. I wasn't thinking anything, I just remember liking how he felt and smelled....He sits me on his bed, he lays me back, my legs folded over the edge of the bed and is kissing me...after some making out he pulls back away from me, I sit up and realize he is completely naked. He had slipped his shorts off while he was kissing me and I hadn't noticed. I get embarrassed and try not to look but he is just looking at me, he was rock hard, oozing. He grabs my hand and drags it across his chest and stomach then he puts my hand on his cock. He looks at me and gives me this very subtle nod, like "go ahead, explore". I touch him a bit, trying to avoid getting close to the oozy stuff and then he wipes it off with his fingers and licks it, gets more and puts his finger in my mouth. He kneels down, puts his head between my legs and grabs my shorts and before he pulls them off he just looks at me as if to see whether I would object but I didn't. He pulls off my shorts, I'm rock hard and he starts sucking me. After a bit, he stands up, puts his dick against my lips, he is oozing more and I guess I opened my mouth because before I knew it, I was sucking on his. I know it wasn't the greatest as he had to "correct" me a few times and this is when he starts getting a bit dirty. Saying stuff like "oh fuck yes" "suck that cock" and on and on....after some time, he turns me over and put his face right in my ass...I was weirded out by out but when I felt his tongue, it really freaked me out but it felt so good. He did that for a long time and then got on top of me and was just kissing me all up and down my back, my ass and back up to my face. He is still on top of me and we are making out...i can feel him rubbing his dick against my hole, feel the oozy stuff get all over me and he pokes me a bit with his finger, kisses my back and puts his face back between my ass spitting in it...this happens for quite a while until I feel a really sharp pain..i jump and try to pull away but he pins me down and tells me to just be still. He say"just be still, hold on i'm gonna push in a little more, just tell me when to stop." He pushed in some more, I moan a little as soon as I feel some pain...he stops, sits there, then goes in more. He keeps doing this and each time I would let him know when it hurt and he'd stop until at one point he just stopped and I didn't say anything. I was wondering what happened and he leans down, whispers in my ear, "You have all of me inside of you. Guess what, you're not a virgin anymore." He starts thrusting really really slowly, i thought he was just going to slip out and be done but right as I thought he was going to pull out, he starts sliding back in really really slowly...he does this, each time getting a little faster...it felt uncomfortable and he says "now you're really getting fucked. you like that? You like big daddy cock inside you." I'm just moaning..i don't think it was a moan of pleasure but it wasn't a moan of pain..more like discomfort but in my mind I'm thinking, OMG, I'm having sex!!!!!" he does this for a while til it starts to really feel uncomfortable..he is thrusting much faster and harder and right as I'm getting to where it is getting a bit unbearable he lets out a loud grunt, pushes himself deep inside me and just stops.....he pulls out slowly and I immediately feel his cum dripping out of me. He leans down, kisses me, brings me a towel. After I get cleaned up he said, "so how do you feel now that you are not a virgin anymore?" I just giggled and thought it was weird that he was just standing there in front of me still naked as I'm rushing to get clothes on. I didn't understand how he could be so comfortable just standing there naked. He slips his shorts on, heads out to his patio, lights up a cigarette, offers me one but I refuse at first..he tells me not to worry, he won't tell my dad so I take it have a cigarette with him. He looks over and says, "well I hope you liked it. If you did, come over whenever you want. It will be different next time now that you know what to expect. Believe it or not, you handled it really well. The first time is painful and uncomfortable and you were able to take all of me inside of you on the first time. I have a feeling that after a few more times, you and I can have some real fun. If you stay any longer, you're gonna end up right back in my bed." We smoked the cigarette, he kissed me, squeezed my ass, "this ass was made for fucking, I hope you come back."

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