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I am in my late 50s now and for around 20 years I have been enjoying getting my ass fucked by big black cocks.
It started because my wife didn't want to let me fuck her in the ass, finally she said she was talking to a man she worked with and if I would let him fuck me in the ass she would let me fuck her in the ass, thinking I would turn down her offer.
He had conditions, all my body hair had to be removed, I had to wear make up and a wig and a woman's nightie and panties. I had to spend the whole night with him and he could fuck my "sissy ass" as often as he wanted to that night, and if he needed me to I had to suck his cock to get him hard.
She was a little shocked when I agreed, but helped me to get ready, finding a place that waxed off men's body hair, buying me the nightie and panties and wig I needed, doing my make up and driving me to this man's house.
I was in awe when I first saw Michael, he was 6'8", very muscular and very black. He told me he liked to fuck white sissy boys and hoped I would enjoy it to.
He took off the robe he was wearing and was totally naked and just said, "Make me hard bitch." I fell to my knees, like it was where I knew I had always belonged, wrapped my fingers around his large black cock and put it in my mouth and started to suck it, I got a thrill when I felt it get hard in my mouth.
When he pulled his cock out of my mouth I saw it was about 10" long and pretty thick, he laid me on his bed, pulled my panties down and pinned my legs about my head with one hand while he lubed up my asshole with the other. He wasn't gentle as he shoved his cock in my ass, I yelled in pain, but he just fucked me.
As I looked in his face I closed my eyes in shame, but he told me to open them and look him in the eyes. I did as I was told and he kept pumping my ass until I felt him cum in me. He pulled out and had me suck his cock clean as he talked to me. He said, "You liked that bitch, I could see it in your eyes, you are just a little fag."
I kept sucking as my face burned with humiliation, I knew he was right, I did enjoy it. I felt his cock start to harden again, and my silent prayed was answered when he pulled his cock out of my mouth and bent me over the bed and said, "ready for round 2?"
It was easier on my ass, still stretched out form the first fucking, when he jammed it in the second time, this time fucking me even harder, and longer.
I felt him cum in me again and when he pulled out I started to suck his cock clean.
We went to sleep after that second fucking, but I was woken up in the middle of the night for a third fucking, and a forth after breakfast the next morning.
My wife picked me up about 11 am and was surprised that I had plans to spend the following Saturday night with Michael again.
I never did fuck my wife in the ass, but started to wear panties full time, wear dresses and sleep in nighties, and see Michael every weekend. I learned to suck cock as well and he shared me with his friends, I was one well fucked little sissy bitch.
My wife left me, but I didn't care, I had found my true calling.