Inverted nipples

When I was young and my breasts grew the nipples never grew normally and I developed inverted nipples. My mom took me to my first gyno visit and the gyno totally embarrassed me by saying my nipples weren't normal. She started talking about what could be done and said surgery! I'm like, wtf?

I didn't tell my mom what but I told her that I wasn't comfortable with that gyn. I didn't feel like we could communicate. I asked some girlfriends who they went to and a couple went to the same one and he was easy to be around so I tried him out.

I was really nervous and he talked to me before the exam and asked if there were any problems or questions I had about anything at all. He really was very kind an comforting. He felt like your grandfather or something. He'd always hug you and was very, very patient. I told him I wasn't sure but I thought something was wrong with my nipples. He said well let me take a look at them and we'll see what we can do and then we can get on with the rest.

When he saw my nipples he assured me they were perfectly normal, I needn't be afraid and there were easy solution that most of the time took care of the entire thing. He showed me rolling my nipples between my fingers, pulling up on them and stretching the skin around them. He had me try it. I was embarassed but he assured me I would get better at it and we'd probably see results by the next exam. Before he finished up, he toldl me to do it again so he could see and he corrected a few things and showed me again myself. I was sitting on the side of the table and he gave me a big hug after.

It WAS reassuring but I wasn't sure if the feelings I had were right but I felt a little tingly. Later I realized it was arousal. I went back to him six months later and said I didn't think it was working. He showed me again and had me do it and said I show come back in a month. I didn't have to make an appointment, just come by and they'd put me in between other appointments.

My confession is that I acted worried and scared nothing was changing and actually got it so I was going there ever month or two for him to do it. I did that because it was super arousing and when he hugged me after, it felt even better. I went to him for three years and they never did get better. When I went to another gyn when I moved she gave similar advice about a self help way of doing it but it was much less than he was doing. Just the stretching outward (that was NOT stimulating) and then said that surgery was an option if it didn't work. That's when I really realized I was going to my former doctor for the arousal.

I don't think he sexually abused me because I manipulated it to me going there so often. I wish he was still my gyno but he is too far away and he was old enough he's probably not even around anymore. I STILL Love. my nipples played with and they're super sensitive.

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