I miss him

My abusive bf and I just broke up but I miss him. I’m never gonna have sex like that again. We broke up because he cheated on me often, but it’s a kink of mine now. He left me for my stepsister who’s 16 and legal age of consent (he’s 28).
His abuse turned me on. Screaming at me, hitting me, raping me, spitting on me, the degrading names, god the names: fuck pig, cunt, dumb fuckhole, useless cow, he’d make me moo or oink. He’d grab my fat and tell me I’m disgusting. He’d make me take it up the ass since he said my pussy was loose, and while we fucked he’d watch porn and tell me that’s how I should look.
He’d fuck my friends and even my family members. Toward the end he didn’t even hide flirting, staring, or grabbing them. He’d make me suck his cock while he sexted them and he’d graphically describe how perfect they were while he hate fucked me. He’d make me tell him they’re hotter and better than me and beg to eat their pussies then send them vids so they’d laugh at me while he came.
He fucked my best friend since preschool while I was passed out drunk (which he did on purpose to fuck her) and when I made him mad he’d beat me and rape me and tell me all about how good fucking her was. He’d cum on her pic and make me lick it off his phone. Embarrassingly I’d always always cum when we fucked ALWAYS.

It’s a kink of mine now and I want him back…

By Anonymous Jul 8

Embarrassing CONFESSION

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