Why do I keep going back to my rapist?
He raped me more than a dozen times during our relationship, and since I left him, I’ve been finding myself returning to him often.
Times when I feel lonely or needy, I lose my will a bit, and text him. He tells me to come over. I do, and we always wind up having sex. It’s just as rough and abusive as ever, but still I can’t seem to stop myself from returning to him. He slaps me, spits on me, pulls my hair, and degrades me in all kinds of ways. Why do I do it to myself? It cant really just be all about a good body and a big dick can it? I honestly can’t come to terms with it.
He’s started to throw jokes and insults at me about how I “can’t keep this dick out” of my mouth. He’s also joked that my pussy should have his name tattooed on it at this point.
Why can’t I break this cycle? What is it that makes me keep doing this to myself? I hate him, so why?
Penis and snatch
Girls hides their pussy in a hard to find place. So you have to get in her pants to find a pussy
If you want to find a girl's pussy you have to pull down your pants
I like to take down a girl's pants and get pussy
Girls prefer the penis
Girls need the penis
Girls are interested in the penis
Girls liked the penis
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You keep going back because you’re traumatized and your subconscious is trying to rationalize it. And because of his powerful cock.